N U R S A F I A H

Tuesday, March 29, 2005/

my brain is sleeping but my body's awake @ 4:46 pm

yeah dats how i feel..i sooo want to surf the net but i need sleep...juz got my oleander house tee...i bot L size.. its 2 big, den i called charis n charlene...i ordered Gardenia house tee from Charis and Bogainvilla frm Charlene...phew..they bot M for me..so dis means I only wear O for sports day...yay!!
For art, we're supposed to do dis postcard using photoshop..do u noe how hard it is? i hate computer art...!!!

Fighting bak my tired eyes//

a lyfe* like mine-; 4:46 pm

Monday, March 28, 2005/

" i know..." @ 1:54 am

After many changes to this blog..I'm sorry u guys had to experience that...i think sarah kind of scolded me..She kept saying "Aiyoh..u changed ur blog AGAIN?"..nevermind...in the quest to find the best design that will suit me...i will go through anything..kind of miss her cos she long time never come for training...I didn't think my previous design was good cos it was all messy...right? And i spent a long time trying to merge all the codes. It was tiring, trial-and-erroring...and i don't even take Computer Studies or even read a tutorial...v. malaslah...n confusing..
Ok i juz watched Gerak Khas 3, this malay polis filem...my father bought the cd for S$10. Misha Omar acted in it...n after watching the whole thing, I conclude that she was good for a first timer. but the script needs to be more clearer.
I didn't go to Dian's kenduri...sorry girl...I had to finish a deadline...I couldn't make it.

still kissing 'A's..........

a lyfe* like mine-; 1:54 am

Sunday, March 27, 2005/

"Comaraderie.." @ 1:45 pm

Hey i juz gng to re-cap bout wat hppnd at the Leaders Investiture. Love dat song frm the "phantom of the Opera " n which the monitresses danced to..Love it haha...but mumu so dao...I actualli believed that Hairin was a boy!...I loved the part where she turned her head n saw her "girl" was beaten up cos its all done in slow motion...but soo malu cos there were boys frm other sch there watching n i kept thinking " what are they going to tell their schoolmates when they see us?"...Well done Hairin...looks like after all dat, u'll be free to come bak frm netball ha? I didn't believe you were the chairman..quite shocking actualli...c here, i tok like as if i personally noe her....too bad she sec 4 oredi...if not we could haf a chance to be better acquainted..
I loved it when Apriani and Fatimah (for the PSLs part) came in... as "The Mafia" a.k.a. the ex-cos. They looked so cool with their shades. And the football jerseys they were wearing totally fit them. They entered accompanied by that James Bond song...nice..den Syaza was all blur n looking in the space above. Her hair was tied up into a coconut tree at the front n she wore knee high stockings. She also kept saying L is for Love... now I keep saying dat..haha..so funny..i applaud her for her braveness...n Liyana was blinking blinking at everything dat happened in front of her.
The CCA leaders, juz normal but there were 2 girls who danced like as if they were pro dancers..She was damn good. I saw Sui HUi, my netball captain(senior), she missed a few steps..haha..she look so cute..
Then the prefacts danced..only one looked like pro...until the sec 4s came in and did their "thang"... They danced to the Britney and Madonna's "Me Against The Music". They were good...shaking their stuff..haha...but gosh their ties were the BEST! Black and all decorated wif sparkly fake studs...in blue n pink n silver...spelling out words like GROOVY, FUNKY, WICKED!!
Then to top it all of the whole grp of leaders sang "I'll BE THere For You", the theme song of FRIENDS...u know, that comedy that lasted for 10 years...then we all cheered.I just cant get the words of the second cheer right..so malu..n frustating...
Then Shalom asked us not to behave normally but gracefully after the guests n teachers had left.. I was like..umm WHAT? den everyone in the hall laughed...Whatever U say Shalom...
I had CSP after that..the guests were still in school but i think some had left...by the time i finished, i could hear the sounds of laughter ringing across the school block as i walked..hmm? heee..what are the sec 4 prefacts up to ha?? Ceh..they were juz playing games....

a lyfe* like mine-; 1:45 pm

Wednesday, March 23, 2005/

"A dedication" @ 12:00 am

hyezz..its malay now..but i completed my work so can dodle a bit haha...today a wanna dedicate my admiration to sum ppl.

The greatest duet: Siti Nordiana((nana)) and Achik Spin
THE cutest Malaysian Akademi Fantasian: ADAM!!

kissing a's//

a lyfe* like mine-; 12:00 am

Sunday, March 20, 2005/

I DUNT CARE!! @ 4:42 am

let my anger n hatred flow into it
supply it with POWER
throw it to you.. SHEESH!! I HATE DIA!I HATE DIA!! the person im toking abt is NOT A CEDARIAN n i use the word DIA cos its a malay word...it means he/she in english...i dun wanna reveal the sex of this person..kk...DIA doesnt toke abt me but countless of times the other pops up..i KNOW i'm independent but dat does NOT mean i haf to be alone...but the other...SHE'S ALONE but doesn't mean she can cling to u for all life but U LET HER!!! i tink u like it...LET HER GROW HER ON SPINE 4 GOODNESS SAKE! I'm SOOO dissapointed in u...i noe her life is a tragedy...but...pls lah let her GROW...i dunno why i keep bumping into these types of ppl throughout my 13++ years...TAK MENGENANG BUDI!! next time u haf something gng wrong, DO NOT CALL ME...why dont u call UR OTHER since u love her soo much...

I can imagine myself kissing a's//....

sorry taufik cos i haf 2 put dis skin down...doesnt match my mood....im gng to use my black stars...

IF I COULD
I'd form little electric bolts
shape them with my hands

Let u feel my hatred inside
I hate u cos i love u...
but...
my heart is only big for one feeling
for one person
right now i hate u

kissing a's//

a lyfe* like mine-; 4:42 am

Saturday, March 19, 2005/

"hmm...doesnt quite fit" @ 7:50 am

i wont normally choose dis kind of blog...the font's not nice enuff but for the sake of taufik i'm using it...i m krazed over him yet again........i tot i stopped but 4 no reason it came bak again...haiz... oso since one last is one chart topper now, i tot i'd better use dis skin now b4 it becomes outdated right?? i wish i could get tix to taufik's album showcase..pls...pls..pls....i also haf rediscovered my love for ribena!! haha..kae so dis is my v. 02...i tink i will change it in a month...n keep changing it so u peepz muz cum bak n c hor haha...

a lyfe* like mine-; 7:50 am

"been trying to find the one" @ 7:31 am

wahliosuzz....i hate using the internet during the night.....owaz go on n off...

ok ...i've been trying to find the ONE blogskin dat will suit me...not the ONE boy to date or watsoever...haha...but ders so many to choose frm ...haiz

ok juz now i had netball at 8 am to 10.30 den photoshop ((boring)) frm 10.30 to 12.00pm....den me, adelaida, amira changed in the toilet...husna didnt cos she wanted 2 wear her uniform...W...so after we changed, we went outside..stilll in sch....in home clothes den malita saw me...she said"hi safiah..! I reckonise u !!" i was like oh no...den she said bye n i said bye bak.....v. malu tau....ha hax....amira put on grey contacts n wen i loooked at her eyes..woman it was so scary! dunnno why but i didnt wan to look into her eyes<> the contacts was kinda like a spoiled tv all grey n white n black dotz.....so we watched 'hitch..nice story lah.....boleh tahan...we smuggled in food from macd's as usual. I brought in a coke float n u noe doz things have a whole in a cap..i put it in husna's bag cos mine was full wif all my sports shoes n uniform..den wen we entered the cinema...she brought it horizontally n nt surprisingly...the coke spilled ((luckily nt all)) n wet her bag (( luckily nt all 2))...but her camera was wet n the cover was wetter..i dried it as best as i could den i gave it to husna..den she went to dry it summore....n guess wat...the cover slipped frm her clucthes...since it was dark, she couldnt find it thus it was lost...haiz...i tink she quite pissed @ me...but u noe she acts as if she's cool bout it so i juz lay it off. after dat i bot bel8ted bday prezzie 4 jennifer n syfiqah n angel gifts 4 raihan n syafiqah...

im quite tired but nt sooo tired..only my legs spraining....i tink today's training i improved on my catching...my throwing's aiming still have to improve n so does my pivoting....n stabilising....wah so chim...

still trying my best to update n improve dis whole blog...

a lyfe* like mine-; 7:31 am

Sunday, March 13, 2005/

"Mortal Angels on Earth" @ 5:11 am

My letter from Anooja(my mortal:

to Laughaholic...(keep on laughing)
Hey... sori....for...u noe..untidy handwriting. Well... as u said let me tell u abt myself
Like:- Sylvester! (He rawks man!), food!(yummy) yes I love reading, playing, cycling...well...e list will go on. I'm from 1A! (lit rawks), my form teacher is Mr Chan(u noe...the one with spiked hair and thick black glasses!), I love history, Maths, english, science and so on. I hate Arts! (it is e worst subject...u noe...)

Abt myself ....k! thats all-Well...if u wanna noe more, do tell me-Abt my day...there's not much it is thesame everyday. Yes...netball is quite strainous when we have to run rounds.

I dunno wat to say anymore...so bye...feel free to reply back of course!

My letter from my mortal Evelyn:

Heloz Phayze!
I will try to write my letter longer to you lahz..but if it is still not long enough as it should be, then sorrie horhx! HaHaxx!
But aniwaex, I gotta tell ya...I also luv history, Literature, maths and Art as well! I also like doing poetry and sometimes writing short stories of moi own. I write my own songs too(well, if i have e time!)
I hope to be able to sketch a person's face very well and accurately...hahaxx...cos the pictures which iI sketched dun realli look like the exact one.
I lurve sports and collecting ancient weapons like daggers or swords or even mini spears<> I luv surfing the net and roller blasing.
I live in TAnah Merah and I come from......................primary school(I'll tel ya when you are revealed to me!

)
You seem like a fun and chatty gal to me...I bet you're nice & sweer roo!!! Hehexx! So...you are my 'big sista' and I look up to you horhxx...so u muz take care of me and can I look for u when I'm having problems? Can right? But later the other seniors laugh..But still can horhxx?...and by the way...if u happen to meet fadilah..tell her that she doesn't have any angel from the sec !'s cos some sec 2's haf 2 angels....so... a bit mixed up...poor thing Fadi...HAiz....So...I will still be writing to u even when we have been revealed and pls also feel free to write to me kaez...hehexx! Sorry if my handwriting is untidy...Well...I think this letter is long enough write?Hahaxx! Kaez...I got to go...C ya ! And keep writing to me big sis!
_EVELYN_

And i finally received one letter from my angel but i guessed who she was oredi straight after i read it...cos i knew her b4 she entered cedar...she's my madrasah friend frm masjid kg. Siglap. But i transferred to Masjid Alkaff Kg. Melayu so we havent seen each other 4 a while. I hugged her the first time i saw her...she called me den i realised it was her...i totally could not recognise her...she grew sooo much!! Also she gave a letter to her angel also ahich said "from:Shakila". The envelope design was quite the same. Also she gave e her email which has part of her name on it.

To: Safiah
From: Your Angel

Dear Safiah,
Dun Worry, u will noe my identitiy soon. O ya, my email is ______@hotmail.com (email disclosed for privacy). U can add me @ msn/friendster (maybe u can tall my identity by my email). I dunno wat 2 write, so i juz ans ur questions ah. My birthday is 24 Feb. Over oredi but still got next yr. I dunno wat subject i like. My hamster died long ago. I music but sunno how to sae ah. I heard that we're going to exchange gifts. Sorrie if I havent buy or not nice arh. I dun haf time. Anw, c u soon. Thx 4 de letter.
Love,
Your Angel

P.S. Sorry if my handwriting n deco not nice. My art not so gd. SOrrie 4 de letter being too short.

Actualli i liked the deco of her letter. At least she made the effort to deco it.

So yesterday we revealed ourselves. I gave stickers to Anooja and Evelyn. Anooja gave me this butterfly bracelet. Evelyn left hers at home. Den i got 2 angel also. Raihan and Shakila(guessed her oredi frm her letter). I thot Parveen was my angel...haha guessed wrong. It was Raihan. hahax! Raihan gave me a "Glamour Puss" keychain and Shakila, a teddy bear holding a pencil figurine. Both were cute... But poor fadilah no angel.. haha. And yesterday was also Anooja's birthday so i gave her a present....a notebook. she said thax..kk dats al...l

a lyfe* like mine-; 5:11 am

Wednesday, March 09, 2005/

"wah so tired but still happi" @ 9:56 pm

im v. tired today....juz finished netball training. still haf to study lit. animal farm....am doing it now...surfing on the internet to see other ppl's views on it.
Got 1 letter frm anooja n 1 frm evelyn(sec 1). will show wat dey wrote 2moro since i come home quite early tomorrow...my angel has not been writing to me...so BAD!!

. I KNOW that it is Parveen...she was holding my letter and i was wolking bside her...den i caught her holding my letter n she said "oh ____! Aiyah! she saw already." den i said "nvmlah. i saw it but i pretend i did not c it k!?" so because of dat she refuses to write to me!!

I plan to do a lot of things during march hols but ipw is in the way..so is netball trainin....sorry netball peepsz.
Juz now during assembly quite fun....i didnt feel the tension when i sat wif dem which i had felt when atikah's around. Or when im sitting wif sum1 i can't communicate to. Husna was irritating. She kept moving her feet. But den she played with my back...haha made me laugh. Aida was squishing me...no space to breathe! haha! turns out it was sec 3's fault cos there's a big gap btween dem n the hall doors.

Netball juz now sumthing funny hpppnd. Shi Wen was throwing to someone i J.Kok i think den Charis n Sharon was supposed to stand in the middle...J.Kok went thru them both but she didnt manage to catch the ball n it went n hit Sharons shoulder n bounced off n hit Charis's head..HAHA...like pinball....really...everything was so ooo funnie!!

Well dats all dat hppnd to me...OH NO!! FORGOT TO COMPLETE CHINESE CHARACTER WRITING!!sheesh kebabs....

a lyfe* like mine-; 9:56 pm

i walk alone?? @ 9:43 am

sheesh, my brother found a nice blog skin....i wan it!! haha! Anyways i didn't get any letter frm my mortal/angel. I'm supposed to study lit cos got common test this thurs but shall procrastinate...muahaha.

THINGS I'M SUPPOSED 2 DO:-
1. Get online and discuss about ipw
2. Give syafiqah n joanne their pics
3. Study lit
4. Find nicer blog skin
5. Update all my links....shall do dat during march holidays

can't wait for march holiday!! me amira husna+atikah maybe adelaida gng to BOWLING....insyallah

March holidays countdown: 4 more days

a lyfe* like mine-; 9:43 am

Monday, March 07, 2005/

@ 6:03 pm

happi girl

a lyfe* like mine-; 6:03 pm

"it's so nice to be happy...shalala" @ 5:55 pm

oh wow!
real nice feeling to be happy despite u-noe-hu
well actualli u dont...
anyway
here's wat hppnd

I IMPROVED ON MY MATHS!!
A LOT!
frm 9/40 for class test to 25/40
i noe i still haf a long way to go to reach the 30s
u can do it Safiah!!
GO! GO!
haha

i cant believe dat i got 16/20 for geog
i seriously thot i would fail
actuali, i didnt care at all cos i dont consider taking geog
i now realise all subjects in sch is not about ur memory,
its about wat u haf learnt n applying ur skills
lucky 4 me i dont live in the old days wer ur memory's the part dat counts

i got a letter frm my mortal, Evelyn n my angel...dunno hu
dis wat Evelyn wrote:-

Dear Phayze((my nickname))
Hii!!!It's nice knowing u Phayze....Hmmm...Now let me talk bout my day. Early morning 7.45 am...got scolding frm ((Miss)) Joyce Tan cos I was careless in my maths. Then I only get 16/25 for my Lit test, 18/40 for my Science...I', so Toasted!!!!
Then about myself, I like to sing alot (was about to join choir when i chose netball), I like Simple Plan and Busted((too bad they broke up)). My fav. singers are Eminem, Jojo, Alicia KEys and Avril Lavigne.
I also like to go online in msn...if u wanna add me thiss is my add=>_________________@hotmail.com
((email will be kept for privacy)).
Well i'm really looking forward to getting to know more about you so that we could have a better bonding in school and outside school...
= P Well, I've gotta run! C ya!
Evelyn
P.S. See you next week! And sorry that this is a Cedar fullscap paper cos I'm writing back to you after I've got u're msg.

And This is what my angel wrote:-

Hi Safiah!! How you doing?? haha..duno realli know what to write though..haha..how's ur netball? See that you are doing fine..well! I am in luuvv with netball! It totally rawks! haha..you seniors are so nice too..take care of us soo well..love ya!Im really stuck! Seriously..I really dunno wad to write..haha..You re a really nice gal..talking to me..chatting.. and so friendly! hahas netball is so cool rite..do u like it? but i notice that all the seniors all very tanned..very black..haha..but still very chio..maybe next time will consider wearing sun block when I go for training..so I wunt be darker..lolx..haha..and ya, coach is very nice..I lyke her..She also very pretty and treats us nice..well..okay..thats abt all..i gtg..reply kkaes! Byes..takkaire..love Ya!
+=hdhn=+
=P

she so cute!! i love both of dem haha!!

Also, the whole netball team just entered for NYAA Bronze (National Youth Achievement Award). I cant wait. So exciting..we r supposed to complete service, adventurous journey, skills and physical recreation components to get the award. This will be a big help to our CCA points whinch if we get enough can earn us bonus points..WOO!

amira came bak frm thailand saying she bot how many pairs of jaens and tees. haha she juz called n said dat one's too tight

. I missed her lah....la di da. She bot 4 us a bookmark dat has a doll on it. The bkmark says Thailand. She oso gav me n husna dese infusion stix, lavendar fragrance. Soo sweet of her.

.dats all.
.peace.
.happy.
.smile.

a lyfe* like mine-; 5:55 pm

Saturday, March 05, 2005/

@ 4:54 pm

linked in all ways, my netball peepz

a lyfe* like mine-; 4:54 pm

takdir ALLAH @ 4:48 pm

ini semua takdir Allah
tsunami, gerhana
diriku yang mendapat sakit
sehari sebelum kegembiraanmu bangkit
maafkan daku
ini bukan salahku
ku mahu tetap di samping mu
tetapi...
takdir tidak menyeblahi
ingat insya-ALlah

a lyfe* like mine-; 4:48 pm

Friday, March 04, 2005/

"when everything's said and done" @ 5:00 pm

she sms-ed me:
sorrylah
i noe i did sthg wrong but i won't noe until u tell me"

she thinks i 4gave her
she thinks everythings bak 2 normal only im not speaking to her
look at her sorry...so not frm the heart
like only so-so
i won't tell unless she asks...
look at her
now wen i look at her i juz go ughh
i told her wat i felt...
bout she being too immmature
how she hurt me...
i dont think she understands

me n amira had a gd tok bout her n discoverd dat she's a hypocrtite.
atikah's a hypocrite, atikah's a hypocrite
stay strong
belive in urself..
.peace.

a lyfe* like mine-; 5:00 pm