"Keep in mind that every challenge, great or small, is moving you tolook deeper and draw forth the highest in you. You're never given achallenge beyond your ability to meet and master. You'll rise aboveevery circumstance because you're greater than any circumstance." Alan Cohen Inspirational Author and Speaker I thought that the pertandingan dialog was not ON. But it is. The briefing was
YESTERDAY. And cikgu told me that she forgot so the RI so
kindly asked us to come down so that they could brief us. I went there with Kak Farhanah and Kak Nadia. Kak Nadia will be dialog-ing with me. Kak Iryani is the reserve but she did not go.
Lucky her. Tell you why.
1) It was raining. And we had one umbrella. We had to walk in the rain from Bishan MRT to RI and our uniform was half wet.
2) WE were gawked at. Or treated like people with no ears or dignity.
Me, Kak Far and Kak Nad went to the toilet to dry off. The toilet was near the RI classrooms. And I heard them go "Wah...suddenly appear from the toilet *Wheet* *Woots*" Sheesh. Have you never seen a girl. These people are so deprived. Even worse than Marli. Jk.
3) There was nothing important to hear. My presence was not important. Kak Nadia and Kak Farhanah can be just the ones going and not me. She could have passed me the notes. It made no difference whether I went or not.
I could be there supporting Muu. I was so sad when Cikgu told me the news that I had to go RI that I was tearing. Muu patted me for the first time in history.
Ooh. Sadelena just called me. Ohh...we didn't win the Pidato competition. We got consolation. Nevermind lah Muu. At least you tried your best. Here's the results:
1st- RI (sheesh ah. I'm starting to uggh them)
2nd- Temasek Sec
3rd- Tanjong Katong Sec (they got EMAS programme)
and I heard Clementi Sec also. I think these schools were better prepared and had better instructors than we had. AGGHS. Cikgu pernah cakap that they might be transferred to another school at the end of this year. I really do not mind. I know that we have to respect all teachers no matter what they do. But this time it is different. Kita telah DIANAYAI!!! I'm going to doa banyak-banyak. Don't know for what. Sesungguhnya, doa orang dianayai akan dikabulkan.
I tried my best for my history paper just now. I think I did okay...I HOPE SO!!
I think that girl is
not a good leader. She is just bossy and domineering. I prefer kind leaders. I have only until
JUNE. PLEASE HELP! I am going to have to rethink my options. I so WANNA BE IN THE EX-CO!
And I really want to be editor too. I want to REVAMP INK! I have to work hard lah. PLEASE x3!
When your heart speaks, take good notes.
Judith Campbell
Just now I had a nice CE lesson. It was to do a mindmap about yourself with given questions. I really enjoyed doing it. And I forgot to bring my pencilcase
AGAIN today.
Tomorrow will be my birthday. Shahini thought it was today. Haha. Scatterbrained lah you. I got my present from my mother already. It's a home made bracelet with real crystals. She is starting a jewellery course. I'm thinking of doing that as my next skill for NYAA.
If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy, if a blade of grass springing up in the fields has power to move you, if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand, rejoice, for your soul is alive!
Eleonora Duse, 1859-1924
Italian Actress
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6:14 pm
DEALOVA
Am I supposed to feel this way? I must
forgive and just
forget.
I am getting to know my table partners better. They are
Han Nui, Bi Ru, Joanna, Yang Yang and Filzah.My
netballers will be loved for
ever and ever.
I'm being such a pessimistic.
I really do not like that girl. She appears like a lame-loser. Aghh. Too bad i'm stuck with her for malay project. Will
that ever finish.
A responsible Malay Representative I am. I have forced everyone to hand in their malay homework to me by Friday. When they ask me if Cikgu forced me to do it, I say No, I force myself to do it. It is for their own better too.
I had a free afternoon today and what did I do with it? Slack all the way. I should have finished my history notes. Or at least started it. I am so totally going to start right after dinner. Or after solat maghrib.
my birthday this thursday people. just make me feel
loved! can someone give me an umbrella for a birthday present? mine spoiled
--kau seperti nyanyian dalam hati
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6:45 pm
"Strangers are friends you have yet to meet"Author UnknownBut greatly appteciated!So many people I know now were strangers to me before. I really love IN sometimes. We had a Media Club talk at Straits Times just now and I reunioned with my IN crowders. So sweet lah they all...especially Asyiqin, Joanna and Sarah, so huggable. Love them.
I did not sit with Wei Ting and Cheryl. I don't personally know them even if we are from the same school. I think Wei Ting can be the President next year. She can boss people in that tone of hers. Ai Lin last min pulled out. And I did not go training for this. And next Wednesday, I will skip Media Club because Mumu is going to compete against the other schools in a pidato or speech competition. I want to support her lah. Cant imagine her in the school blazer and formal skirt.
Anyhoos, after the talk had a photography session, Wei Ting and Cheryl were the pro photographers so let them take control. They did'nt want to use my camera though. We did not win. But our photo looked almost the same as the winner's! never mind, better luck next time.
After the talk, Yen blanja-d us. i had teh-o and pao. Someone said that me having teh-o was so old! Umm--we just got out of an air con room and I was freezing. So I needed something to make me hot! Haha :) We were in this one big group, Rajesh, Joanna, Asyiqin, Pamela, Sarah, Tripta and Clara. Oh and of course Yen our reporter. Mervyn left early after eating because his friends were waiting for him. And the other IN crowders left early. We were talking about whether watching porn was justifiable to put someone in jail and deprive him of freedom. We were talking about whether porn was bad and suddenly it lead to religion. And I found out that Yen is an Agnostic. Then the subject became universities. From there, universities in USA and which was good in terms of the environment they had. And then Yen told us about his university life in USA and New York. Wow I mean...nice. He had a lot to tell.
Then Rajesh the $$, sorry..heh. Blanja-d us a taxi cab to Kallang MRT where my dear juniors just had their netball match at Kallang Netball Centre and where Geraldine, Charlene and probably Wei Shan were training now. So near yet so far.
I turned on the television late and watched Anugerah Planet Muzik late. I missed VE, Ahli Fiqir but thank goodness I did not miss Taufik! His voice is way better than Mawi when they both duet-ed okay! I dont care what anyone says!
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4:46 pm
It really doesn't matter if the person who hurt you deserves to be forgiven. Forgiveness is a gift you give yourself. You have things to do and you want to move on.
Author Unknown
But Greatly Appreciated!
the littlest thing can affect me greatly. i make it so. i think of something i dont like and i feel down...and it usually lasts all the way through the end of the day. And I have only one cure for it, my dear friends...I LOVE THEM SO MUCH. And it saddens me that day by day, our years in Cedar is ending......
anyhoos, monday WAS MY MOTHER's BIRTHDAY! and Sharifah's too. Happy Birthday!!! I went to KFC with Wei Shan, GC, Sarah, Charlene and Jessie at Compass Point. All because GC saw an advertisement on a KFC offer.
Tuesday had Long Jump auditions and wanted to go support the Netball Tournament after that. It was agreed that I would go with WEi Shan, Sarah and GC but after my Long Jump auditions, I couldnt find them anywhere. So I went to Kallang Netball Centre myself. Spent $1.45 I think. Was calling Evelyn and whining to her about Wei Shan not picking up the phone when suddenly my handphone cut the line and Wei Shan was talking to me. WEird! They were still in class- NOT EVEN TRAINING THE SEC 1s WHILE WAITING FOR ME! Wahliao ok. And worse! It was already 4.55 and the game starts at 5! Then they said they were taking a cab. Ok lahh. When I reached the entrance of KNC, I was too scared to go in cos MRS Yeo and MRS Low was there. I feared that they would scold me cos I skipped training to come support. THen out of nowhere I heard someone call me and saw that it was those 3 girls..wah i scolded them man. GC goody her told me that the teachers gave us permission to come down. Wah make me so stressed!
So we went in and we sat down behind the teachers. Then I saw those 3 girls ahh..the faces so black, bored an dao!. What happened? I do not know. Then Mrs Low asked the sec 2s to go to the other side because we were too noisy and she couldnt tahan and I asked them to come but they didnt. SO I told them that we came down to support so that's what we were going to do but GC said no. She came there to be with the group. I just left her to it and joined my darling juniors in cheering our seniors and my mates. I think I must alwasy tell Ranjani to focus before she shoots. If not the ball doesnt go in...haiz.
After the match dont know where they went. Suni, me, Fadilah and Muhaina went to KFC. Wei Li prevented the Sec 2s from going to KFC because you know...all that fat. And I suggested to her for them to eat salad only. And she laughed....which really humored me. So she told the Sec 2s to eat salad. But they didnt pay attention to her lah...so bad.
Then went home with Muhaina. Long time never go home with her...yupps
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11:52 am
| You Are 16% Evil |
You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm.
Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want! |
| You Should Get a MBA (Masters of Business Administration) |
You're a self starter with a drive for success.
You'd make a great entrepreneur. |
| Your Eyes Should Be Brown |
Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom
What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart |
| Your Five Factor Personality Profile |
Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."
Conscientiousness:
You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
Agreeableness:
You have high agreeableness.
You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.
Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.
You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.
Neuroticism:
You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.
You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue. |
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10:59 pm
MORNING: RGS CARNIVAL friendly :)
Met this girl called IZZAH frm RGS and Bei Han who said that Dian said that she had funky hair. Then met a lot of nice and friendly girls from other schools like CHIJ. Our game with CHIJ was funny lah. The CHIJ umpire came up with funny terms such as "Go to that yellowish line there" and she made up new contact hand signs. Wei Shan and Charlene said I played well in one of the games. Thank YOU!
Why were we not wearing our jersey ah? We soo should you know. The other schools were lah...except the sec 1s.
RGS is so nice. They gave us pandan bread, brownies, ribena and what else? haha. IT WAS A FUN CARNIVAL!!! Then at the end, there was a shooting competition for non-shooters so I volunteered. All my shots hit the rim but didn't go in. Haiz...THat means I am good at what I do! DEFENDING! yAY!
but there were a lot of conflict. I feel sad for her you know.
Then ate at KFC with Charlene, Afiqah, Hanis, Husna and Andeline. Found that Husna is one crazy girl. And that their first impressions of Charlene and Geraldine was that they very fierce. Guess what their first impression of me was? I very kind so they want to be close to me. HAHA! It is so spot on true! Yayness. I gave them my coupons so they got discount. Haha. Wei Shan, Geraldine and Charis were left behind at RGS after my many waves and flying kisses.
AFTERNOON: 6.6 DINNER REUNION AT PIZZA HUT
Initially, I thought only Jin Wen, Jia Jun, Jun Ting, Xin Ning, Cherie, Jazreen, Me, Shila and Syazana going. I invited Fariz last minute. Haha. I know I'm evil. I thought that I would never forgive him but I realised he was only seeing stars. Yupp. So. When I reached Tampines Mall's information counter I was kinda shocked. There was Yadi, Jessica, Yuan Ling, Jazreen, Cherie, Phay Key, Jin Wen, Jia Jun, Xin Ning, Joanne, Fariz, Chek Kai, Eleen and who else? Serene, Shila and Nana joined in later. There were a lot of people and we had fun but I couldnt stay long. I wish I could though...but I had business to do. Tee Hee. We should have more 6.6 reunion people! The boys grew taller, so did some of the girls especially Jun Ting. Serene looked so matured I thought she was someone's mother and not Serene. Found out that my ex-partner Zi Zheng was in Italy...whoa...
NIGHT: SNOOPING AROUND AT DOWNTOWN EAST
Biggest lesson learnt: Strangers are not people that you do not know, it's just people you have not make friends with. Met Jessica, Desmond, Ian, Dawn and Mervyn at Burger King. Fortunately I had dinner already...haha. Although the dinner was free. I think Dawn is very nice. Desmond was the photographer with us. Tanya, the crime reporter joined later. She is nice too :) Ian is an intern waiting for his NS.
IN STING ASSIGNMENT: Find out if teens 16 yrs or below who do underage sex use contraceptive methods.
Evaluation: Not everyone will admit that they have done it. Most say they will use.
Feelings: At first...wahLIOZ so scared man. Anyhow go to them must ask. But Tanya said must be subtle...make them comfortable, let them know your purpose. Then it got quite easy. Tanya's first target was my ex-schoolmate Eddie. Hahha...he was like shaking his head. Then I saw Rauzan, that kids central actor..How I wished we could have talked to him. Then the gang broke up...Jess and Dawn and me and Mervyn and Ian.
Our first victim was a couple. They were not too open. Then it was this big group of ppl. They were friendly. ESP this boy called Wei Min I think. Our surveyees were negative but Jess and Dawn got some positives. Dawn even got an ADIK ANGKAT by the end of the night. Haha so cute not the boy..just the action.
At 12 we listened to the doors but there was nothing weird. Just laughter of kids or the tv. Then at 1 am we headed to the Pasir Ris Park for the beach. Still got a lot of teens man. And I witnessed high tide for the first time in my life. Unbelievable. It was so dark. Then Tanya accompanied me while I waited for my parents car. By then I was so tired and sleepy. So glad the day had ended. So many things learnt. Not easy you know! Just go up to someone and ask all these qns.
Thursday morning...went JB! bought nothing...just stationery. Adik bought a pair of High Cut black Converse. I like the people from Silver PLanet at Angsana Shopping Mall. Then at night went Tok's new house. Nice lah...very nice. They were watching Kabhi Kushi Kabhi Gham.
Next night, went to collect my specs. Quite nice. You'll see them when school opens on Monday. Then went to Tok's house again. And Ayah War and Ayah Lop and families were there. Whee FUNN! haha.
The Girl's room had a walk in wardrobe so I went in and I said:-
Me: Whoa...like The Lion, THe witch and the wardrobe.Sabrina, Amira, Farah, Najihah: HahahahahAdik (just came in): Why you all laugh?Me: Nothing....The lion the witch and the wardrobeAdik: Where? Where? (looks in the cupboard)THe Girls: hahahhaha.Adik: (Malu lah dehh)
I had a good time there yesterday..Whee. Looking forward to tomorrow! Got madrasah then can go there again!
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10:19 pm
where have all my contributions gone too??? Why did I get myself so involved? Why didn't I take faster actions!!! AGH! Why did I fo this in the first place? Am i going to get a career in this area? Already I feel the office politics and I am not even IN this place.
I wish I could spend more time with Fadilah but she is too busy...I wish I could just talk all day. I wish that suddenly I had a lot of money. I wish......that suddenly I was 10 years old. That time I was such a guai. I was so determined. Everything was going easy for me. I had no worries. Absolutely none.
CR ITI C IZEM eALL YO uCAN!
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12:43 pm
UUghh...
yucks.
O.M.!
how disgusting
please....
*rolls eyes* spaces out...How can I feel so disgusted after looking at a series of typed out feelings in a matter of 3 minutes?
monkey or puppy
whatever it is. they are not human...
and it is not the real thing. so please stop acting so sappy and over matured
I have one advise for these people...
Enjoy and Cherish Your Childhood while it lasts. Adulthood is only around 5 years away.
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4:00 pm
Our thoughts and actions should express our mind of compassion, even if the other person says and does things that are not easy to accept. We must practice this way until we see clearly that our love is not contingent upon the other person being lovable.
Thich Nhat Hanh
Vietnamese Buddhist Monk, Author and Peace Activist
That was a nice quote.
Ok I want to clear some things of which are:-
First I was merely expressing a desire to cut my hair but after a moment of contemplating I realised that I truly miss the feeling of having long hair and also, having and keeping short hair is not economical because I would have to go to the hairdresser repeatedly to maintain the length.
Secondly, I am sorry that I have not visited a lot of you people's blog.
Thirdly, to Shahini, clearly you do not know that I am a chameleon....hahaha.
OK moving ON.
My grandfather and aunty and the whole family are moving house. They all live under one roof mind you. I have mixed feelings. On one hand, I have known that house for 15 years..well almost. 1/3 of my life was spent there. I have good and fond memories about that place, since I was a baby up till now. The new apartment is not as spacious or as breezy...I think it's quite cramped but it is nearer to the mosque so I won't have to walk so far after my Sunday religious classes. Still...I kept taking pictures of that place yesterday. And Ayah Lop cooked delicious spaghetti w/ alfredo sauce. Better than Pizza Hut's. Opah makes the best Asam Pedas Ikan Pari. Cik Tina has put on a lot of weight due to the expecting baby....*squeals*. Ayah Cik too! Good for them! haha. And they are moving this wednesday....haiz..
I will never walk down that road anymore.
Just came back from Bedok View for the official launch of Kelab Obor with Atiqah, Amira, Husna, Fadilah 3H and Jannah. It's like Straits Times Media Club. I met Asyikin from IN and Ustazah Aiman from Madrasah. Hahaha. Asyikin told me something HORRIFYING.. and she updated me about the IN briefing that no one could tell me about. I am so relieved now that I know but my coming assignment sounds so intrusive. I am anticipating my trip to China, Beijing.
IsyaAllah.
I am really very pissed and at the same time, worried about her...what is the matter with her really?
They are still at it. And I can't accept it.
To Sadelena:
Sure go Starbucks but you know I do not drink their drinks! I do not like...Go Mc Cafe ah! ok pe..hahaha
I want to have a homework completion date at Fadilah's house so when we are so fed up with homework, we can just karoake it all out. haaha.
I want to have an outing with my lovers! hahaha....aka. the netballers that I love,,, you know who you are...haha
this wed will be a carnival that no one expects to win but I will try my best in. To play w/o my track shoes. Then after that , 6.6 reunion dinner. heeeheee. I miss Nana. Can't wait to see her.
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3:26 pm
Lessons were a blur...not a lot of people listened. We got back our tests with dissapointed marks. We did not hand it a lot of work up. We got a lot of holiday homework.
I stayed back after school while waiting the time away till my dental appointment. Hang out with the instructors. Took Geraldine to measure her height because she insisted that she shrunk cos Wanning told her so. I insisted that she didnt. Still, Ms Chai said I looked taller and GC looked shorter. Wahliaoz.. than GC cried and said that it was because she shrunk as Wan Ning started crying too. They all ah...I believed that it was because of OAC. They're still at it.
Then me and Wei Shan called Geraldine's name and it echoed of the classroom block because there was not many souls left behind. It was a funny game. Then Wei Shan thought I was obsessed over Muu and she asked "Mumu is your everything is it?" and this song suddenly came up. I do not know how. But I am not obsessed with her okay...but it was fun to sing..hahaha
to the tune of Old MacdonaldMumu is my everything
eeya eeya ohhh
Mumu is my everything
eeya eeya ohhh
Mumu here
Mumu there
Mumu is my everything
eeya eeya ohh....
Then, I met Syafiqah and Marli cos Wei Shan and GC went to eat tau huey. We talked about the normal stuff we talked about than suddenly I got this inspiration to sing again. HAHAHAH
to the tune of Oh Mustapha/Mr mustapha by Dick LeeCherie je t'aime, cherie je t'adore
My darling I love you a lot more than you know
Cherie je t'aime, cherie je t'adore
My darling I love you a lot more than you know
Oh Muhaina, Oh Muhaina
Yen Kathalan my Instructor Muhaina
Sayang, sayang, na chew sher wo ai ni
Will you, will you fall in love with me.
Hahahahah...MUMU your name so easy to make songs lahh..I think I'm still having the OAC come-up-with-a-cheer-on-the-spot disease. Sorry muu if you feel disgusted. You should feel so touched! Enjoy it while it lastsss!
My Braces is now blue in colour and I have ordered new specs. It's red. And I wanna cut my hair...
THe loving composer...
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5:40 pm
wowwwwweee..
so many thinkgs experienced, so many things learnt..
and definitely so many things felt...
the first day was the worst. i had to adapt to the situation. everything must be fast. like military school. but i heard from seniors that our batch was given a more lax condition. i cant imagine how it would be for the last year's batch.
the first two days i cried because i missed home and i missed being easy with everyone especially the instructors and especially muu. i couldnt call her muu or mumu. i had to say instructor muhaina. and worse, she was in charge of my group.
after the leaders and instructors' debrief just now, i ran to mumu and hugged her and cried on her shoulder....im sorry i couldn't tahan already lah! sorry muu. i got your shirt wet. haha. she was like "OMG, dont cry, dont cry.
LOVE IS ALL AROUNDSincere1--------instructor sexy fadilah
Sincere 2-------instructor cool dao muhainaSincere 3-------instructor cute and nice jia yuan
STAY WITH US
day 1
low elements
games
knots and lashings
day 2high elements
cross wire
tower
abseiling
zip line
rockwall
reflections
day 3fly high
pet rocket
fly straight
field cooking
macaroni soup
cruise
mr edward lim
kusu island
3 keramats
tortoises
sucessful egg
"clever" mr tay tee hee
white chocolate
night hike
bats
inchworm
herons
beautiful spiders
canopy walk
kent ridge
mr alien converted to mr pulai tree
tall and hansome
day 4labrador challenge
dissapointment
tiring
sexy mr pulai tree
campfire preparation
3 love songs
gako the frog
shark cheer
billy banja
pisang.....
cannibal kingpeace like a river
astronomy
super cool laser
reach all the way to the stars
bright moon craters
saturn
sirius
brightest star from earth
orion belt
gemini
obeservatory
day 5expressions
magazines
we LOVE you!!!
3S fight.
amazing race
sentosa
runnn!
tembusu sheesh
irritated
CAMPFIRE!!!
whee fireball
whee campfire performances
whee evolution 3c!
whee enthu people
whee emcees!
boo last day
boo bye bye
day 6go home time
lelek time
BIG SWEEP
macs:)
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6:18 pm
Just now, 3s came in 2nd place for 10x80 heats. I took part 8th runner...Hanis is a tracker for 3H. Not fair..Yan Yi run vety cute lah..tee hee
YesterdayC Div lost by one point against St Margaret's so we got 4th in South Zone championships. The whole C Div cried. Irdayu blamed herself. Love ya ppl. You did your best. And we got in top 4 finally after how many years?
B Div got 4th place too. lost by 5 points to Fairfield even though we beat them in the previous round...Haiz...nvm.
Keep the spirit burning alive. We shall do better for the finals.
Tomorrowi will head to camp. Labrador Campsite. for 6 whole days. No handphone, no soft mattress, no slacking. Haiz...But I will definitely have fun!. Mumu will be my instructor but I can't call her Mumu tomorrow. She will be known as INSTRUCTOR MUMU oops. INSTRUCTOR MUHAINA...wish me all the best!
Wait for my return...
the soul survivor,
NurSa
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9:06 pm
