N U R S A F I A H

Friday, May 20, 2005/

@ 6:10 pm

An elder Cherokee Native American was teaching his grandchildren about life. He said to them, "A fight is going on inside me ... it is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One wolf represents fear, anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.

The other stands for joy, peace, love, hope, friendship, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. the same fight is going on inside you, and inside every other person, too. "They thought about it for a minute and then one child asked his grandfather, "Which wolf will win?" The old Cherokee simply replied..." The one you feed." Unknown

Hmm...nice reflection I found while I stumbled upon http://alilkutez.net . These days I've been surfing the net to select doll creations from people's websites and I take the nice ones. I try to link them but sometimes, I forgot where the doll came from so I am truly sorry if I did not link anyone's dolls. There's so many things to talk about today. Well let's see...oh yes...

When I first stepped out of my father's car, I was surprised because there was'nt a lot of Cedarians walking. I was thinking "Ok maybe they wanted to cut school because of yesterday's X-country." Then when I arrived at my class, I realised it was sooooo dirty. Later Mrs Low asked us all to pick up the litter and it was soooo clean. It made me think if everyone put an effort to pick up litter w/o being told to do so, the world would be a much cleaner place.

Then, bla-bla-bla, my classmates n I wasted time in class. Then recess came...I went to the barbeque pit and bought the kuehs from the stall selling malay cakes. This is in collabaration with the Language & Cultural week. There was a roti kirai demonstration too but nothing was happening during recess. It started after school. Amira, Jannah, Husna tried a hand at making some. Mine turned out dots...dots...dots..haha. Adelaida and Amira also chased each other. That was funny...Aida started out making a handorint on Amira's blouse...then the chase started..haha. Then Amira hid and Aida couldnt find her so she said "Nevermind...I don't play childish games". And I said," But you started it first!" Then she giggled and put a handprint on my skirt." Aghh Aida! After that we went to the hall because there was a combined assembly.

Yawnz...I'm sleepy. But must continue this entry..The assembly was about Poetry Slam. I LOVE POETRY!! Then some classes competed in poetry reciting. I must say 2S's first poem 'The Aliens Have LAnded" was simple and easy to understand. And I liked the last part where they said the aliens were the TEACHERS! Everyone laughed. And the HOD of English, I dont know her name, stuck out her tongue, rolled it and stuck down her thumb in a joking manner. Haha...that was funny. I liked when Cheryl (Lewiyn) recited. She is good. Later she came to me and asked me how she performed and I said she was damn good. She's soooo happy that she's going to Zouk. This is because their class won the competition! Congrats to y'all. I wish I could go and see them. Must be nice...I LOVE POETRY!!!

Then, I went to see my Adik at his last Sajak and Syair Competition. He's p6 this year after all. How fast time flies. But I missed his performance and got to see the prize presentation only. He came in 2nd with his sajak about Tsunami. This poem was written by a relative. He has been getting 2nd for 3 years since p4. The first is always his best friend, Rico Setia Budiskandar. He has Indonesian roots-that's why his name is a bit funny. So they are always the best 2 and are guaranteed the top 2 place. Only, Rico has that special thang that no one can place a hand on. I hope they continue this talent when the years progress.

So I came back to my co-ed primary school and I was scared. Want to know why? My former juniors had all grown and they were wearing really short skirts. Oh my Gosh! And they were like so Golden-Archish. Of course I dont want to label them anything but I was scared of their future. I hope it turns out ok. Ok i'm caring too much again. I'm scared of co-ed schools. They are so wild...Speaking of scared my phobia so far is computer viruses, losing really important things, getting memory loss, and etc I cant remember some more.

Oh and too Amira, the metaphor below when I said that girl is living in the underwaterworld it does not mean hanyut ok. Takut kalau kau ingat macam gitu pasal hari tu kau pantang org panggil kau hanyut. It just means like leaving me.

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a lyfe* like mine-; 6:10 pm