Forty two fifty,
that's all it takes
a hole in the gap
with nothing to fill it in with
no one wants to say I WILL
no one wants to help
I'm on my own to fill it up
left with minus forty two fifty.
Will someone save me.
You won't do.
I need _ _ _ _ _.
My head hung in shame.
No one wants to help.
Where did it go?
I'm in a state of sorrow.
Someone please help.
I'm breaking down in tears.
The load on my back
Is breaking all the sinews of my spine.
Just the name
Just the name
You want glory and fame
While I have to do your job.
I'm not even in thie position.
YOU'rE the ____ T_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _!!!
I should have been cruel and let you do the job.
Why must I be so helpful...
Now who's gonna help me fill
the forty two fifty
No one
No one
No one
But me...
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7:52 pm
I am the new Treasurer of Cedar Media Club Ex-Co 06-07. I am also the Editor-in-Chief.
I am a bit scared about the Editor part. But I will persevere. At least Teacher says that there will be a bigger team supporting me.
Germ, Shahini and Dhivyaa hugged me and cheered for me...Whee! 3 out of the 4 CMC EXCOs are from 3S. President, Wei Ting. VP, JOY! WHEE and Secretary, Charu...She's always the Secretary since Sec 2.
Haiz...do away with getting CCA points...just get the experience. At least y being an Editor, it'll prove Paul that he didnt choose me to be in IN for nothing.
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7:54 pm
My new cousin's name is Muhd Faris J. The J is the avvebriation of the father's name, my uncle. I was initially shocked when I knew that the new parents had picked this name. Faris is so common actually evn though the meaning behind it is so familiar. I shall list down all the Faris I know even though there are many versions of it.
Faris Omar
Faris Amin
Farez Alias
Faris Haekal
Firathul Fariz
Farish
and the newborn, Faris J
Wow! My life has gotten a lot easier.
Talking about common names, lets talk about hoe many people I know which has the name Amira and Atikah:-
Amirah Abd Latiff (cousin and current schoolmate ,class:1/O)
Amirah Sapiee (junior in pri sch and sec sch, class: 2/O)
Amira Razali (ex classmate, current schoolmate class: ex 2/O)
Amira Nabilah (current schoolmate and apparent lookalike sec 4)
Atiqah Othman( ex classmate current schoolmate, class" 3Z)
Atikah 3H
Atikah Madrasah Alkaff Kg Melayu I
Atikah Madrasah Alkaff Kg Melayu II
Atikah Madrasah Masjid Kg Siglap
--and I do believe eye contact is all it takes. A bridge for two souls to cross and open each other's hearts. Do look at me when you're talking to me.
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1:25 pm
Bukit Gorblok resident Mat Dungu bin Imbesil expressed great disappointment at the recent three-day visit by the Queen. Said the 38 year old rock music devotee, “She didn’t sing even one of her hits like ‘We Will Rock You’ or ‘Bohemian Rhapsody’. Sad, sial.”
“I’ve been waiting for Queen to come for many years,” said Mr. Dungu, who lives with his wife Minah and their four children Motosikal, Metal, Marlboro and Maintainbalan in a one room flat in Bukit Gorblok Street 13. “I have all their albums on cassette – A Night at the Opera, It’s a Kind of Magic, News of the World, even Flash Gordon.”
“All this time, I thought Queen was like this guy with a moustache macam Saddam Hussein,” said Mr. Dungu, ruefully shaking his mane of curly hair, which cascaded well past the collar of his weathered leather jacket. “Then, halamak! I saw the news and instead got this perempuan putih come out macam grandmother. I almost peng san!”
Mr. Dungu was beside himself with disbelief, according to his wife Minah. “Mat kept looking at the news coverage, rocking back and forth singing over and over again, “Is this the real life, is this just fantasy? Caught in a landslide, no escape from reality…”
“What’s wrong with you? I told him, you never see the Queen video, ‘I Want to Break Free’, izzit? They all pakai women’s baju macam pondan!” she said. “Why is this so unbelievable to you?”
Maintaining his belief that the entire matter was a huge conspiracy, Mr. Dungu decided to turn up at the Turf Club to check out the truth for himself.
“Queen had an album, ‘A Day at the Races’,” said Mr. Dungu. “And she turns up at Kranji. You tell me whether it’s just coincidence!”
Disguised as a waiter, Mr. Dungu somehow managed to park himself near Queen Elizabeth II and the Duke of Edinburgh, close enough to overhear their conversations.
When her horse ‘King and King’ came in first, Mr. Dungu claimed he overheard a jubilant Queen Elizabeth turn to Prince Philip and say, “We are the champions.”
“I felt such a connection then,” said Mr. Dungu. “That I immediately started shouting at her, ‘Fat Bottomed Girls, you make the rockin’ world go round!’”
“That’s when the ISD people suddenly came out and hantam me,” he added.
Mr. Dungu is currently being held for interrogation by police, who seem to find his explanations implausible.
Said ASP Berat bin Logam, “Confusing Freddy Mercury with Queen Elizabeth is simply ridiculous. Elton John, maybe, Freddy Mercury tak boleh.”
“I kept telling him not to be a bodoh,” said his wife, shrugging. “But all he seems to hear is Radio Ga Ga.”
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2:29 pm
We are born into a vast room whose walls consist of a thousand doors of possibility. Each door is flung open to the world outside, and the room is filled with light and noise. We close some of the doors deliberately, sometimes with fear, sometimes with calm certainty. Others seem to close by themselves, some so quietly that we do not even notice. Terry Teachout
HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY IMRAN, my cousin on 2oth April 2006
HAPPY COMING INTO THIS WORLD MY DEAR COUSIN WHO IS STILL TO BE NAMED on 22 April 2006 bersamaan 21 Rabiulawal 1427 at 1 am. or around that time
Whee hee....another addition to the Hezan Family! And a BOY! hahaha...after the endless streams of girls. So his name will be Muhd something. Yay Muu...my cousin come out first before your niece....Nevermind aunty, wait patiently. And this is he...in the hospital. Ayah Cik just sent it to me and I forwaded it to Najihah and Adik.
SO CUTE>>>
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12:58 pm
Even though I was sick, with flu, I went to eat breakfast with Shahini, Thilanga, Varuna and Thilangs's sister, Saku. Took the same bus with Mumu, Banu and Bao Hui. Then Shi Wen and some other Gardenia ppl boarded the bus.
I comforted my longing of eating Macdonald's breakfast....So niceeee but the hotcakes were not piping hot enough.
Then we went to buy accessories to match our respective houses. This was when Mumu left me w/o saying goodbye. Anyhoos, we were so colour co-ordinated. Most of our accessories were bought at
Ta Zhiang. I think these shops got a lot of profit today
thanks to Cedarians.
Shahini and Varruna- Oleander OrangesThilanga- Bougainvilla BlueSaku- Ixora YellowMe!- Pink RoseI bought this humongous rose with flowy ribbons on it to pin on my brown bag. It looks nice even if I do say so myself. I bought pink clips, pink pearl hair elastics and this large pair of pink earstuds. Whatever people say,
PiNK is NOT a bimbo colour. It is
feminine.
Then we went to Toa Payoh library where I found Shahini this comic futuristic version of
Macbeth which will help her understand the text better. Any Lit students want it? I can give you the title. It was so funny. The characters had on robot suits and the 3 witches had cloaks on and they wore
gas masks on their faces.
Then, Sports Day. It was so hot this past few days that luckily, convection rain came and cooled the whole stadium.I must say being in Rose house is quite boring. The only nice thing that happened in the day was when all the
Netballers gathered to cheer the Geraldine, Parveen, JEanine and Xin Ya/Ru on for the Sports CCA Relay. Im confused which twin went. I think it was Xin Ya. So from being last, we cheered Parveen on until she got third.....WOO HOO! First was Track and Field who beat Netball's record last year....so saaaad. 2nd was Basketball and Netball came in third.
I think Cedar's organisation of our sports day is
not that good. The prize presentation is like all over the place. And when the Guest of Honour speaks, no one is listening to her because no one knew she was there already!!! So saaaad.
Then, stinkingly, went to eat dinner with Shahini, Thilanga and Varruna at Long John Silver's and who did we see? That agent from the housing sale business
Propnex, Team Nooris. They were having a meeting at the back can you believe it??? At a public place some more where ppl make a lot of noise. And they were talking business in Malay. Do you know how HARD that is!!! There was this one word that always came up and is now stick in my head: NAUNGAN. Vaguely know what that means but doesn't it seem like such a PRO word to use? I am
inspired. See below for the two Malay poems that I have come across which
chilled my bones and touched my heart.AT 10 pm later, Fadilah and her sister, Kak Murni and their younger sister and their cousins will perform at RJC in their band,
Minus Negative...which when I think about it becomes positive...Jannah, Adelaida, Xin Ya, Xin Ru, Sadelena, Nikita, Geraldine, Charlene, Weishan, Arty and maybe more are there. I can't be with them supporting them because I am sick and need rest and it ends very late. I would love to see them ROCK the stage though and WOW those RJC-ians. However I will be with her
in spirit. GO FADI! Thank me in advance man.
So I have another message from THE UNIVERSE....It's so inspiring:
And speaking of giving thanks in advance, Nur, you do know who you should be thanking, don't you?
Yes! Yourself!
Yeah, that's kind of "advanced," but between now and the manifestation, who do you think will have changed?
Let's give it up for Nur Safiah...
The Universe
And the two malay poems:
Yang Indah Bahasa...
oleh Mariati Yahya
Sangkaku berpuisi apa saja
asal dapat luahkan rasa
Rupanya puisi punya gaya
punya bahasa
yang indah
Aku cuba...
Angin dingin sering mengiring
malam kelam malam muram
lagu merdu sendu selalu
sedih mengalih selisih kasih
Berasonansi
aku mulah mengerti
indahnya puisi
Aku cuba lagi...
Sejuk sentiasa selimuti senja
gelap gelita gerhanakah?
irama indah insan istimewa
meratap menanti mutiara murni
Beraliterasi
aku mula mengerti
indahnya puisi
Cubalah lagi...
Biarkan sejuk
biarkan dingin
biarlah malam malap
biarlah malam gelap
tetap menanti
walau rindu sepi
walau jumpa dalam mimpi
Berkata-kata dalam anaphora
indahnya bahasa
Nyawakan dengan personafikasi
rencahkan dengan berhiperbola
Lagu Dinihari
oleh Rasiah Halil
Siapa yang terdengar
keroncong sepi ini
'tika malam menebar sunyi
kecapi apa yang mula berbunyi
gambus apa yang digemersik dinihari
kecuali mereka yang sedia maklumi
irama alam nan tersendiri.
Ada keheningan tak terucap
ada kesepian tak tertangkap
ada kesaksian tak terlihat
menyelubungi alunan alam
tabir yang sesekali tersingkap
Tali-temalinya yang dipetik sayu
dibuai, dilantun sang bayu
mengilhamkan indahnya penciptaan:
pada menjelmanya fajar kazab
bertatah cerah si fajar sadik
bintang-bintang pada mengerdip
ufuk mula disapa terang
alam mengulum sempadan
& subuh pun terbit, menghidupi,
kematian yang saban berulang pergi.
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9:17 pm
What does it take for you to qualify to be close to a girl, a friend? Do you have to sit with her during class every day? Do you have to eat with her during lunch everyday? Do you have to know all her secrets?
For me, you have to really know that person, her personality, her quirks and so. And to do that, YES you have to spend time with her but not
EVERYTIME.
What does it take to make other people notice that the two of you are close? Do you have to be seen together
EVERY SINGLE TIME?
The bond that the two of you share, does it have to be recognized by the two of you ONLY?
Then why am I so upset that this girl doesn't know that I am close to another friend? Has she been blind? Or purposely shutting an eye? Was she blinded by her superficiality that she doesn't want to know what lies inside? Who are the most important to her?
The proofs are all there. We spend a lot of time together for goodness sakes. WE are part of a group. You can call it a clique but I hate that word.
Then still, how can this girl stand whispering in front of me? Referring to me like I am not even there:
"HOW DOES SHE KNOW?" You are within hearing distance please! Apparently, you have a low EQ. One advise: Consider deeply other people's feelings.
And a reminder: You don't even know her. It's like you noticed her after the day we
ALMOST went out.
And I hate it when the girl says: "I hate her cos she's so beautiful" That's such an understatement. Yeah whatever. She is pretty. So that's all you can see? Sheeshness. Kalau satu dua kali takper ah. Ni brape banyak kali. Muak orang dengar. Can't you see other things?
When you can say "thank you" in advance, in spite of all appearances to the contrary, and really, really mean it, Nur. And you've steered yourself clear of the cursed hows, especially from insisting upon certain behavior from specific people. Your mastery over the illusions of time and space will become legendary.
Just like you. Good thing you're so photogenic. Huh, Nur?
The Universe
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8:51 pm
Haloscan commenting and trackback have been added to this blog.
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7:01 pm
It's like one big hall of mirrors, isn't it, Nur?
Except, of course, that the halls of time and space reflect what you choose to think.
Like right now.
Wow
- The Universe
Hey, Nur, can I borrow your comb?So here's to another blog update. Life is so hectic now I wonder what sec 4 would be like. Gurpreet says we're gonna die with all the tests, mid-yr exams AND prelims NOT FORGETTING the dreaded O levels. Haiz...finally, the PIDATO thing is over. I just have to return the blazer to my beloved "twin" who is following the way I look. Now she has specs on. AAGGH. Predicatbly, an increasing number of people have told me that we look alike...Haiz,,,
"The problem is not that there are problems - the problem is expecting otherwise and thinking that having problems is a problem." Theodore Rubin American Author and PsychiatristI have good news and I have bad news. The bad news first lah. Because then you will be comforted by the good news.
BAD NEWS: I can forget about passing Chemistry. And I failed my second E maths test. I failed my second History paper too
GOOD NEWS: I increased all my subject marks by 5. Because I studied really hard. Now all I have to do is study SMART and CONSTANTLY. I PASSED A MATHS TEST FOR THE FIRST TiME!!! WHEE. And I got only 1 marks less than Filzah who takes tuition. And I realised I had a lot of careless mistakes.
Isn't my life so sad....Revolves around school and studies. But that is all what I can think about!!! I do NOT want to dissapoint my father again and again. And that is all the incentive that I am using.
THen yesterday was my first training it wat felt like a gazillion years. I did not know where my stamina went to. I think to Muhaina..haha. Just a joke. Bceause she was not looking tired at all. I enjoyed yesterday's training SO MUCHA! Except got a lot of tension also. And Fadilah was bouncing all over the place!!! Distracting.
While I was into my third round of circuit training, I had my first cramp in my whole life. Indescribable. And then Fadi scolded me for not warming up properly...but I did!! OK lah....then she stretched my leg until I cried...so PAIN!!!
THen we warmed down even though I had a cramp...I was singing Toni Braxton's unbreak my heart with Fadi all the way.
But what touched my heart was that the juniors gave a card to us, Thanking us and saying that they will miss us. I was wondering why they'll miss us since we will still be in Netball. Than Geraldine said that Weili will be taking over them next week. Aww. so sad.
And I found out tha Mumu,.......had an admirer...hahah.
OK signing out cos Clarice is hitting my head...Haha...Love CMC.
You must love yourself before you love another.By accepting yourself and fully being what you are...your simple presence can make others happy.Jane Roberts, 1929-1984 American Author, Poet and Psychic
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2:36 pm
pls go to this website. i think it will help all of you. and us. (:
http://sgedulab.com/
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7:42 pm
Imagination is a window to worlds that ALREADY exist, not to worlds that might exist. When you imagine the life of your dreams, you create the life of your dreams... and the more vividly you IMAGINE and FEEL it's reality, the sooner you'll live in that world.Ready to move?Today was not an
ALL STARS day. Cram for Chemistry but somehow it didnt work. I need to start studying for History, Report Writing and Chemistry now. I need to start practising A maths and E maths everyday. Phsyics also. The electro magnectic waves have so much facts to remember. Haiz.
At least Physics was fun today. Because the whole class did not study for the
Electro Magnectic Quiz, Mrs Choo (So kind) let us read the textbook for 5 mins. Then she decided that she let it be an open book quiz. Still sometimes we couldnt answer the questions because we were so blind and kanchiong/gabrah. I answered the first and easiest question: What does EM stand for? Ans: Electromagnectic. At first I raised my hand then Mrs Choo was so blur because everyone looked like they raised their hand at the same time. So it was decided that you had to stand and say the answer. Haha. Due to my
quick reflexes, I got one
Time Out bar for my correct answer.
Then there was another question and I was also not really paying attention to it. Then I saw no one stand up padahal(even tho) the answer was so obvious. Qns: What kind of electromagnectic wave can be seen by our eye. So I stood up and said "Visible light" Hello...Visible=can be seen by eye....3S!!!
WAKE UP! haha. So I got another Time Out chocolate bar which i ABSOLUTELY ADORE! And Eugenia complained to Mrs Choo" But she already got one Time Out what. Why give her another one some more?" and Mrs Choo replied," I never say that one person get one Time Out only what" Haha. Poor Eugenia. Next time be more alert kay ppl.
Oh and I would like to congratulate all my facourite teachers for getting a promotion:
01 Mdm Faridah ( my NYAA teacher )02 Ms Lizah ( our dear HISTORY teacher )03 Mrs Koh ( our dear SS/GEOGRAPHY ELECTIVE teacher )04 Mrs Choo ( our dear PHYSICS and ELEMENTARY MATHEMATICS teacher )Cedar- to greater heights! It seems that I like how my principal is asking for feedback. It is quick, efficient and credible. (: Way to go!
Then it was absolute chaos as I revised my chemical formulae with Fadilah. It really helped. But still...i am very unsure about the Chemistry test. I just hope I can pass and bring up my average. My A math too. After failing by 1 mark for the last 2 tests, I'm getting tired of just reaching the top but not quite there yet. Haiz...I am really determined to do it this time.
And I think I screwed up my speech again. I am so not cut out to make speeches. I hope that the board will like me...PLS!!! I saw their dao faces and I lost hope.
At least just now I discovered a new place. Some library. dunno the name. Went w/ Shahini. She is my dearrr friend. We should do that more often. I LOVE YOU SHAHINI! haha. crap nutcase. U brought me happiness after that ordeal. I hope Joy gets the title and not her. or her. or her. or her or her...hahaha. so many hers lah... ok...i just HOPE to be v-p. PLSSS
If you think you are beaten, you are.
If you think you dare not, you won't.
If you like to win, but don't think you can,
It’s almost a cinch that you won't.
If you think you’ll lose, you’ve lost,
For out in the world you’ll find
Success begins with a person’s will;
It’s all in the state of mind.
For many a game is lost
Before even a step is run
And many a coward fails
Before his work is begun.
Think big and your deed will grow;
Think small and you will fall behind.
Think that you can and you will;
It’s all in the state of mind.
If you think that you are out-classed, you are;
You’ve got to think high to rise.
You’ve got to be sure of yourself
Before you can win the prize.
Life’s battles don't always go
To the strongest or fastest man
But sooner or later the person who wins
Is the person who thinks she can.”
Author Unknown
But Greatly Appreciated!
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7:05 pm
I think I am still very uptight, very stressed. Mum says all I think about is me. But how not to since nowadays I have a lot of stuff to settle and I already told my problems to her.
1. Media Club Exco Elections are tomorrow. I need to SCORE! I want to SCORE! Make or BREAK! a few tricks up my sleeves.
2. I do NOT know what is going to happen to the april Issue of INK. Haiz....enough or not!!!???
3. I am SO behind time in handing in my homework for A maths. Haiz....I dont even know what homework there is. Yang2 never even remind me when she's sitting behind me....YANG2.! my dear A math rep.
4. THE WHOLE CLASS' malay homework is piling up and up. Haiz....i really hope they will listen to me and pass up everything to Cikgu. I'm not trying to be a Teacher's Pet but i just want everyone to practise on their malay. Dah lah kat sekolah dan kat rumah pakai bahasa Inggeris. Dalam masa Melayu pulak tu. Bile masanya mereka menggunakan bahasa Melayu? Peperiksaan Lisan pun Cikgu tangguhkan LAGI.
5. I really do not know why I'm getting so quiet and serious walhal(while) im not even in sec 4 yet. I think I really want to do well in everything. I really2.
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7:24 pm
i'm.
trying.
hard.
to.
ace.
chemistry.
firstly.
to.
understand.
chemistry.
i'm.
trying.
my best.
to ace.
a maths.
firstly.
to understand.
a maths.
pheeeeeeeeeiu.
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11:02 pm
the dialogue competition at RI. At first I
screwed it. Then I caused Kak Nadia to screw it. Then I totally blanked out. I felt like there was something inside of me which just muttered all the lines that I was supposed to say without me remembering ANYTHING. Both of us seriosly felt down. I was crazily hugging my knees praying and wishfully thinking that Kak Nadia won't hate me so. Then Kak Arini came and really lifted my spirits. She was such a big help giving me all these encouraging words and made me smile and wipe away all my tears. '
For Cedar and for yourself' she said.
Ok we did not win. No one was surprised but we really did ourselves good in the second round where it was spontaneous. Ok lah.. I think we did not set out to win. We were not trained to think to win. WE were NOT trained to win. Unlike Commonwealth Sec. They had this actress teacher. And my public speaking skills were getting rusty. This is the first time I competed in a national level. Aizz. And the first time and probably the last considering my performance, I wore the Cedar blazer which is so nice to wear except the skirt is so short and tight. For me lah.
OK just got back from Miss Lina's wedding. Ooops now Madame Lina. Haha. I saw my mother and Mdm Lina's aunties all talking exitedly with one another. They use to live in one kampung. I saw all my primary school teachers there. Mdm Rosilah, Ms Zubaidah, Ms Fadzilah, Mdm Widayu, Mdm Noorita, Cikgu Siti and Mdm Sharifah. Some brought their husbands. Mdm Lina's face is so white. And she looked so nice. Her husband is handsome and smart too. My mum says that his mum is German and his dad is Malay that's why. Hahaha. Like Ari Wibowo from Dia. I have fallen for his personality and charm. Ari Wibowo I mean. Haha. He is so cute and funny. OOH MUST watch
Suria Segar tonight.
My lil cousins are
obessed with make up. Their elder sister just bought this WINX mag/comic and there was a lipgloss and eyeshadow freebie and they are using it everytime they can. And when I wear my powder and silver eyeliner they go "Kak Safiah also wear make up!" Then they see their mother and they go "Mak wear lipstick!" Aiyoh they are only K2 and P3 and look at them now! I dont even wish to think about their future. Hahaz. Then again maybe this is part of "Growing up". Children grow up so fast nowadays.
I see a lot of people reading Malay books including me. Heheehee. Im so proud of them. Hahahaha.
The chocolates the netballers gave me are still on the bowl .I love them so much.
I need cHEMISTRY lessons!! HAIZZ help!!!
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5:00 pm
WHY DID THE CHICKEN CROSS THE ROAD?
Answers:
PAT BUCHANANTo steal a job from a decent, hardworking American.
DR SEUSSDid the chicken cross the road? Did he cross it with a toad? Yes! The chicken crossed the road, but why it crossed, I've not been told!
ERNEST HEMINGWAYTo die. In the rain.
MARTIN LUTHER KING, JR.I envision a world where all chickens will be free to cross roads without having their motives called into question.
JERRY FALWELLBecause the chicken was gay! Isn't it obvious? Can't you people see the plain truth in front of your face? The chicken was going to the "other side." That's what "they" call it: the "other side." Yes, my friends, that chicken is gay. And, if you eat that chicken, you will become gay too. I say we boycott all chickens until we sort out this abomination that the liberal media whitewashes with seemingly harmless phrases like "the other side." That chicken should not be free to cross the road. It's as plain and simple as that.
GRANDPAIn my day, we didn't ask why the chicken crossed the road. Someone told us that the chicken crossed the road, and that was good enough for us.
ARISTOTLEIt is the nature of chickens to cross the road.
KARL MARXIt was a historical inevitability.
SADDAM HUSSEINThis was an unprovoked act of rebellion, so we were quite justified in dropping 50 tons of nerve gas on it.
RONALD REAGANWhat chicken?
CAPTAIN JAMES T KIRKTo boldly go where no chicken has gone before.
FOX MULDERYou saw it cross the road with your own eyes. How many more chickens have to cross before you believe it?
BILL GATESI have just released eChicken 98, which will not only cross roads, but will lay eggs, file your important documents, and balance your checkbook - and Internet Explorer is an inextricable part of eChicken.
EINSTEINDid the chicken really cross the road or did the road move beneath the chicken?
BILL CLINTONI did not cross the road with THAT chicken. What do you mean by "chicken"? Could you please define "chicken"?
COLONEL SANDERSI missed one?
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4:55 pm
MONEY
It can buy a House
But not a Home
It can buy a Bed
But not Sleep
It can buy a Clock
But not Time
It can buy you a Book
But not Knowledge
It can buy you a Position
But not Respect
It can buy you Medicine
But not Health
It can buy you Blood
But not Life
It can buy you Sex
But not Love
So you see money isn't everything. And it often causes pain and suffering.
I tell you all this because I am your Friend, and as your Friend I want to take away your pain and suffering...
So send me all your money and I will suffer for you.
I ACCEPT CASH, MONEY ORDERS, PERSONAL CHECKS AND CREDIT CARDS (MASTERCARD, VISA, etc.)
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4:54 pm
enlightenment
i look around and i realise
when you were small,
pretty girls go out with pretty guys
the real thing
when we start to recognise
is struck by lightning
upon our inside eyes
when i grew up i lived to know
bigger hearts deserve bigger bows
wiser minds opened blind eyes
the only ones watching the stars
were you and I.
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10:34 pm
my birthday was full of love. THANK YOU FROM EVERYONE. i was so very touched.
Saturday: NUS Sajak
Many unexpected twists.
Sade Shh Me AF Jannah XX Ely
Sade Shh Me AF Jannah
Sade Shh Me AF
Sade Shh Me
Sade Shh
For the first time, I saw them. They looked like naivity.
Siapa yang terlibat untuk Cedar NUS, better work next year.
RI had no instructor. Sheeshness. I asked Syafiq. And theirs was really good I have to admit. I liked it. So was St Andrews'. Very creative and entertaining.
I have to wear that blazer this friday for dialog competition. At least in my whole Cedar life, I get to wear it once.
Muke Syafiq dah sangat berubah. Me and Nana were surprised yesterday. I love Nana. I still remember me and syafiq fighting over mili-second/nano-second, each wanting to be right until Nana said..."Safiah dia dah belajar lah" I think I spent a lot of time with Nana's family last time. I miss them. I even miss Syafiq. hahakz.
I was physically, emotionally and mentally tired. Reasons:
1. First time training in a long time
2. Malay project due next week belum kasi Gurpreet
3. Dialog script belum buat
4. Homework masih ade
5. Test lagi berlambak belum belajar
Ahmad is OVER.
Me+Nikita=feminity
They are nice ppl.
I am convinced that a lot of boys from a certain good school smoke. I know 3 and I'm quite sure there are many more. And how can they do that and still be in soccer? Where do they get the stamina from? Sheeshness. I wish I got more stamina. Imagine if they don't smoke at all. They will surely have so much amounts of stamina. Got such thing?
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1:57 pm
SO CUTE>>>