N U R S A F I A H

Sunday, April 09, 2006/

pertandingan dialog @ 5:00 pm

the dialogue competition at RI. At first I screwed it. Then I caused Kak Nadia to screw it. Then I totally blanked out. I felt like there was something inside of me which just muttered all the lines that I was supposed to say without me remembering ANYTHING. Both of us seriosly felt down. I was crazily hugging my knees praying and wishfully thinking that Kak Nadia won't hate me so. Then Kak Arini came and really lifted my spirits. She was such a big help giving me all these encouraging words and made me smile and wipe away all my tears. 'For Cedar and for yourself' she said.

Ok we did not win. No one was surprised but we really did ourselves good in the second round where it was spontaneous. Ok lah.. I think we did not set out to win. We were not trained to think to win. WE were NOT trained to win. Unlike Commonwealth Sec. They had this actress teacher. And my public speaking skills were getting rusty. This is the first time I competed in a national level. Aizz. And the first time and probably the last considering my performance, I wore the Cedar blazer which is so nice to wear except the skirt is so short and tight. For me lah.

OK just got back from Miss Lina's wedding. Ooops now Madame Lina. Haha. I saw my mother and Mdm Lina's aunties all talking exitedly with one another. They use to live in one kampung. I saw all my primary school teachers there. Mdm Rosilah, Ms Zubaidah, Ms Fadzilah, Mdm Widayu, Mdm Noorita, Cikgu Siti and Mdm Sharifah. Some brought their husbands. Mdm Lina's face is so white. And she looked so nice. Her husband is handsome and smart too. My mum says that his mum is German and his dad is Malay that's why. Hahaha. Like Ari Wibowo from Dia. I have fallen for his personality and charm. Ari Wibowo I mean. Haha. He is so cute and funny. OOH MUST watch Suria Segar tonight.

My lil cousins are obessed with make up. Their elder sister just bought this WINX mag/comic and there was a lipgloss and eyeshadow freebie and they are using it everytime they can. And when I wear my powder and silver eyeliner they go "Kak Safiah also wear make up!" Then they see their mother and they go "Mak wear lipstick!" Aiyoh they are only K2 and P3 and look at them now! I dont even wish to think about their future. Hahaz. Then again maybe this is part of "Growing up". Children grow up so fast nowadays.

I see a lot of people reading Malay books including me. Heheehee. Im so proud of them. Hahahaha.

The chocolates the netballers gave me are still on the bowl .I love them so much.

I need cHEMISTRY lessons!! HAIZZ help!!!

a lyfe* like mine-; 5:00 pm