THE MALAY CHINESE DUO. MUAHAHA
THE BLUE PEOPLE....but they very happy that day. OF COURSE LAH DUHH...
NETBALLERS + DEAREST COACH EVELYN.
JANNAH, AMIRA and ME. WOO...LIKE MY HAIR IN THIS ONE. And tell me that Jannah does NOT LOOK PRO! COME ONN....woo PRO JANNAH.
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5:22 pm
All i remember last week... my tongue had a feast. On wednesday, me, Muu and Syikin and Filzah finally went on our pizza hut date. Ordered many many things that we shared. Pizza, baked pasta, baked rice. Ahh. such a nice relaxation away from school. We talked about many many things.
Then on Thursday, even though I was kinda sleepy and tired, I accompanied Sade to something essential that she had to do at Little India. I can't say it here because I have the feeling that she wouldn't want me to announce it to the whole world. Nothing bad lah. Really. Im a good girl. Wouldnt let my good fwens do anything bad right? Muahaha.
Then we ate at this supposedly FAMOUS indian restaurant that I don't really know about. Komolo Villas. So nice. I ate Batthura. $5. Plus the mango lassi, something I've been wanting to try all my life since I heard about it. But I couldn't finish it. It was too thick. But I gave it to Shahini, to her delight. Sade's choice was sooo delish and cheaper than mine. Unfair lah. Then after that I bought this coconut burdhi. An Indian sweet cake. I felt sooo racial harmonious. Muahaha. The food there is sooo good that I would not mind being a vegetarian. Muahahah. OK do I really? Must think about that. The stuff they sold like souvenirs were nice too. I would consider them when I revamp my room one day. Yah that's on my life to-do lists right now.
Then Friday I went to Taman Warisan with the YESCOM team. First time met Sakinah from 2A. Ok lah she. Quite outspoken and brave. Yaah I have changed my first impression of her. DIdn't like her too much at first. Anyhoos me and Marli were acting like bimbos, falling for every good-looking guy we saw saying "Eh, I think he's cute" and we'll rate each other's taste. Like if I don't think Marli's choice was good I'd say so... Muahaha. She's the only girl I play this game with. Muahahah. We even fell for this poster which had this silat person on it and a pilot. Ok you ppl won't get it, seriously.
Ok after I heard the Curator of the Museum, I assume he's the curator, I wanted to take up MBA, Master in Business Administrations. Business is in my veins!!!! Muahaha. I think. And I really want to know if I am Orang Jawa or Bugis or Laut...no I'm definitely not Laut. Or Minang or what. I think I'm Jawa...since Tok Hezan's side came from Sumatra. Yaaah I really want to know where I am from. Who were my ancestors and what were they like. So I can learn from them. Don't you?
---something to ponder..
Safiah *poofs* and wonders
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7:16 pm
eghhz... i feel like im so out of touch with the world sometimes. Like I can't connect with most people.
ppl are calling each other names that are not their real names. Giving each other nicknames. I don't do that. I don't have a "nick"name.
Ppl are telling each other stuff about their personal lives. I tell those who I think should be told to. I don't tell everything to the same one person.
My real friends in school are the same. I don't wish to make any changes Shahini, Fadilah, Sadelena, Muhaina, Geraldine, Wei Shan, Charlene, Filzah, YAsmin, Sunita, Amira, Syafiqah, Marliyana, Charis, Sarah, Nikita, Germaine.
I have lots of groups of friends. THey are like a Venn Diagram.
I'm an Editor of INK. I'm a netballer. I'm an IN crowder. I laugh at things I think are funny. I'm not a faker. Once I laugh I can't stop. Once I'm high, I'm high. I try to do my best at everything I do. I think we should give respect to everyone we meet. I think lesson times are serious times, times where you shouldn't laugh at the teacher or do other non-productive stuff. I like to sing. I like to dance. If people don't accept me, I go on. No use waiting for them.
Stuff I want to do in life:Run as far as I want to, until where my heart brings me to a stop.Backpacking around the world with friends.Scrapbooking.Makeover my roomGo Greece.GO Egypt.
Suddenly, after reading yet abother book, I realised how valuable my room is. It's the only place I can go to be on my own. It will be the only times I can go to be on my own. You know like when you are married you wont have your own room... So i really want to make it nice.
===okkk i think im just babbling about my randdom stuff..
out lah out lah.
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11:25 pm
Books and experience are one of life's greatest lessons.PROOFS:Harry Potter and his Occlumency lessons with Snape. Snape says, "You've got to clear your head before you sleep. Think of nothing. That is the only way to protect yourself."Since I read that, I usually do clear my head before I sleep. I don't think much. Just think nothing, think black, emptiness. Drive all my worries or excitement away. Now the trouble is, I don't dream anymore. Not until this person popped up. But that was because I wanted to dream. When I want to have dreams, I think of the thing I want to dream of, how I want it to go because I read somewhere that when you are about to sleep, your body is in a "hynotised" mode. It's wonderful how I can control my body.
You can control your emotion by identifying it and letting it pass.((some book I read)).Sometimes, when I feel jealous of someone, I tell myself, "Safiah, you're being ridicoulously jealous. Stop it. This feeling is not good. You are just as good as her. Some day your time will come." Then, I'm okay again.
Or when I feel revengeful. I think about the consequences. How it is not a good thing going to sleep bearing a grudge on someone. So I just let it pass...flow out of my body.
However sometimes, I can't control my emotions. I pent it all up inside and when I get seriously hurt, I'll cry.Like last Friday, I was really fed up with some people during training. How some people wouldn't listen to instructions after being repeatedly told to them. 10++ TIMES! I was at my ends' wits. Muahaha GC ((lame inside joke)). No my wits' ends. Then I was furious with how we as a team acted towards our coach. THen we had to play that snatching game. What a good value it teaches huh, SNATCHING. Explain how that relates to our sport. I got rope burn from one of the bibs. Someone got stepped on. But my team won. But that's besides the point. And then I had to be reminded of how bad I am at attacking. Can I just say I'm a natural defender? I got so stressed when no one passed to me during my playing as WD. And then all these emotions....Wei Shan noticed and asked me. But even I did not know who I was angry at, what I was angry for. My teammates? the coach? me? Pooh. And then the most GLAM thing happened. I fell on my side. Tripped over Yi Ting's feet. That was pain. Then I couldn't TAHAN anymore. Everything flowed out. Obviously people thought I cried because of the pain. Then I told Coach Wei Li and she told the rest of my
C'Prawnies thankfully.
You guys...great help, great friends...FOREVER. Thanks a lot!!!
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9:37 pm
Fortunately, Nur, disappointments have little to do with circumstance and everything to do with perspective.
Everything.
Yeah,
The Universe
Saturday, the day Cedar YESCOM team: Simphoni, Marli, Adelaida, Syafiqah and me finalli did something. We went to SWITLER and then to this condo to search for stuff to sell to earn profit.
The first stop, everything was ok. The stuff was quite ex tho so we dint buy even though there were discounts and all. But the accesories were nice!It was at Toa Payoh Industrial Park. While searching for BLK 1003, I spotted Ms Leong. She was repairing her motorcycle. I was sooo surprised I gasped "MS LEONG???!!" She turned around and saw us. Both parties shocked. Muahahha. Funny ler. Then we asked her if she know where BLK 1003 was. She say we should go check this block or see the lifts because even though it was an industrial PARK, it was designed like a HDB flat.
The second stop was the problem. We asked the MRT officer and she said take bus 12 or another bus i forgot the number. The first bus that came was bus 12. So we took it, asked the bus driver for directions and alighted at the old La-Salle SIA building. Then we saw this area with a lot of condos so we walked there. We asked the security guard where Sanctuary Green was then he said must turn right cos it's at Tanjong Rhu Rd. We ended up walking 2-4 km! And we walked on this pathway which Adel thought was supposed to be a walkway but we realised it couldn't be because it felt like the metal under us could just give way to the 5m drop below which was full of other metal structures!!
SO SCARY I FREAKED OUT!!!!! I was going "Bismillah bismillah bismillah" under my breath. There was no one around and everytime cars passed by, the thing would rattle beneath me. We passed this football field which had two very old goalposts which Simphoni said was where they filmed
HOME RUN.But the place we went to was worth it. We spent $180 on stuff like earrings and skirts. And sooo cheap.
Where can you get that kind of price in SINGAPORE??We finished late. We were exhausted. We were quite satisfied.
Next week: FLEA MARKETS, KALLANG PUDDING RD and ASYIKIN DEAR!!! muahaha. YESCOM so fuunnn!
People! Please support us. We are an entrepeneur team in a competition. Buy the tix when I ask you to buy. Come down to IMM on Sep 3 and buy more of our stuff!!!
NURsafiah =]
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12:23 pm
kebabs.
sheesh sheesh sheesh kebabness.
i've fallen deep and gotten stuck. but i can still pull myself out.wed after-sch ritual: Meet Shahini and May n go for lunch. Then, be the editor for Media Club! WhoopEE!!! After that, wait for Shahini. Then, Tanya comes with us home. Time for Shahini's weekly "update". We all stop at the same bus stop. Say bye bye.
Finally, cikgu and oral will be over! HURRAY!!!!
Today's juice:
Honey Lemon Ice Blend.Product Review:
Oooh-la-laaaaAAAA!World Cup prediction:
France will WIN over Portugal! Hope Mark will be happy wif that! Muahahaha
Mood: Satisfied as there are a lot of interesting stuff for the upcoming INK! Hope Cedar will be thankful for all our efforts!
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10:57 pm
i am
confused. this whole thing. and i am even more convinced that i should let ALLAH decide, when the right time is.
I thought I was right by I was wrong. I am not going to publicise myself again. I am going to keep it all to myself and hope the whole world
forgets along with me.
Why must my dream or should I say
nightmare come true when I have thrown it away at the back of my head a long time ago? Back when I decide to forget about all things wonderful.
I have realised that I am very good in telling my body what to do. I can now control my mind. When I say, "Stop thinking about it!", my brain stops. My heart stops feeling. It grows
numb. Now I just hope my friends will stop teasing.
The more I dig, the more I am blinded or is the right word enlightened? The more I think I am stupid, so stupid to have felt.
Now got Sade's problem. I talked her into it but she still persists...Sade, give tat guy a break! Put yourself in his shoes! You slapped him already. Pain tau! And you hurt his heart and you drowned his eyes. Dah lah tu maafkan die.
Just now, Malay Oral...aghhhh. sheeshness to the max.
Apakah kejayaan yang paling bermakna kepada kamu?
But during English, we did a skit. My group consisted of Han Nui, Filzah and Yang Yang. We were doing a scenario about a little girl lost in a dark alleyway and we had to act out her feelings, what she saw, what she heard, smelt and touched. I was the wall and the bin, Yang2 the narrator and Filzah the cat and the mice. HAn Nui was sabo-ed to become the lil girl cos she was absent all the time we came up with the script. After we finished I wrote each of them a page from my notepad saying that they were the best narrator, cat and mice, and little girl. Han Nui said that it was so sweet and she keeps these type of lil things. I was touched. It was such a simple act to light a smile in someone's heart.
Then the other highlight was in Geography where we started a new topic: Tourism. We had an assignment: Create a tour in your facourite country. So Fun!!! Me and Geraldine Chai a.k.a. GC paired up. Take note the initials, GC! We decided to do on Gold Coast, Australia since there were a lot of attractions there for our target group, families with young kids. Then she dumb dumb realised that Gold Coast the initials are also GC! Muahahah. Then I came across this website www.verygc.com. hahahha. hilarious mann! they described "the GC is a spectacular wonder" we were having a bombastic laugh in front of Mrs Koh.
Haiz...
another day at school...
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6:36 pm
woo. was i in a state of shock. PORTUGAL WON over ENGLAND!!! yayay. i was rooting for portugal cos england won the world cup before so give others a chance lah rite. and then the next morning i woke up my lil bro told me brazil out of semis. WHAHAHA. so all the Football giants are out. I think Germany will win but I will support Italy. But the last part of the England-Portugal game quite touching. Beckham was consoling his teammates who most of them were crying. THen this portugese player wiped the tears of his club mate's cheeks talked to him, consoled him then, hugged him. so touching can!!!
GO PORTUGAL! GO ITALY!!!
first week of school the longest of all. i had a change of teachers. no more miss tan for english, now its mrs peh. WOO HOO! a more interesting teacher. i hope she can help me improve my vocabulary. The first lesson we were learning descriptive writing and she was talking about physical manifestations. WASSAT? but interesting lesson lah. So now she's my form teacher too. And my a maths teacher is Ms Leong. Oklah better than Mrs Cheang but the tone almost the same. At least she jokes with us. Now she insists on us handing in our Amaths holiday homework which I din't finish. now must complete. AHAAHHA. Lucky tomorrow youth day so..
HAPPY YOUTH DAY EVERYONE!!!Ok...Mr Suresh is to become our acting Vice Principal..WOO!
And Mrs OuYang says we have to reach out to 5 friends/relations to tell tell them about Cedar. 1 down 4 more to go.
I had tix to SYF but I dint go cos of this cramp!!! ahhgs.
And I uploaded more pics onto my slide so you all can check it out.
ANd it is nice being EDITOR!!! WOO HOO!!! i hope the cedarian population will appreciate our newsletter more..
and now i feel so sleepy cos of World Cup. and my stupiddd computer and my stupid phone wont allow me to download any more songs more than 2 kb. Why can't the stupid computer work with the stupid phone to compress the stupid songs...aghh. wat is the point? now i have to goo around asking ppl for songs to bluetooth from. what is the point of having a handphone with a usb cable then?
oh and my face came out on IN and Berita Harian on the same day which was this week the monday. my mum said i looked so nice. hahah. fariz called me ms photogenic. right. and asyikin and my article came out too. Robin Ganguly, the sub-editor apparently loved our article: FANTASTIC he said. WHEE! so happy both of us. and now it is on stomp.com.sg.
Click here to see our article!!! See it See it!!!
AND CLICK HERE TO SEE THE ARTICLE ON CEDAR GIRLS'S TRACK AND FIELD THAT I HELPED MR TAY TO PUBLICISE!!! He was so Happy!
Happy Reading
NURsafiah
aka nursa
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12:14 pm
THE MALAY CHINESE DUO. MUAHAHA
THE BLUE PEOPLE....but they very happy that day. OF COURSE LAH DUHH...
NETBALLERS + DEAREST COACH EVELYN.
JANNAH, AMIRA and ME. WOO...LIKE MY HAIR IN THIS ONE. And tell me that Jannah does NOT LOOK PRO! COME ONN....woo PRO JANNAH.
