N U R S A F I A H

Wednesday, October 04, 2006/

@ 9:55 pm

Here I am. In the week of EXAMS. So far, it's all good. My main fear is thinking that the papers are easy but then, not doing well in the end. English was easy. Malay was as per normal. Social Studies was manageable. E Maths was relatively okay. Geography Elective was easy only I forgot some facts so I lost out on some points. Chemistry too. If only the facts would stay in my head better. It's not that I don;t KNOW how to do. It's just that I FORGOT. And the purpose of exams is to test your recall. Tomorrow I don't have to come to school so it will be a day of revising physics and A maths finally. THen Friday will be the exams and next Monday will be my last paper, History which I'm planning to study over the weekend, yes I have not started. I'm just sure of the answering structure right now.

Last night I stayed up till 2 to burn the midnight oil for chemistry. Today, I don;t know if it'a a good idea because my mind is not that tired. It only cleared during section B of Chemistry. But after Chemistry, I feel so happy and powerful- like I could do ANYTHING I wanted. Told that to Shahini but she can't seem to understand. I was also bursting out into laughter with no apparent reason- a sure sign that I'm stressed. And I used up one and a half packets of tissue in the morning. I'm going to get sick if I don't take care of myself. Poor Mumu is sick and lost her voice. It seems that everyone gets sick durign this period. On Friday, 8 ppl was absent. haha. unsure of the reasons though.

I had to make another set of INK to send for entry to the National School Newspaper Competition because even though I sent it already, Daniel didn't receive it. Therefore we have concluded that it got lost in the mail. To me, this is a blessing in disguise. The first entry was horrible. Photocopying quality was grainy and pages were folded everywhere. Had a bad feeling about it but I thought there was no time left. Now I made the second set at a new photocopying place and the service is MUCH better. PHEW.

And Daniel told me a lot of thing when he came to collect the entry just now at school. Found out that Yan Ling is going to an overseas university...somewhere in Australia next August and she will be leaving the Straits Times Promotions and Branding Team end of this year. Aawww but All the BEST!!! And Vanessa has been promoted to the Editorial Team. CONGRATS !(I think) Which makes Daniel and Elsie more stressed out as they too have to step up their work. I hope that some of us can help them. They are extremely short handed now. I don't mind helping as interns or as an IN crowder. They look like they really need all the help they can get. Wahh I look at Daniel and he looks so stressed. They have to clear the store, do logistics, fix STOMP, ChildAID and the Media Club Camp too. And all the work has been suddenly dumped on them like that. Haizz..

Ok now must get back that sleep that I have lost.

I can't wait for exams to be done! I have so many many things to do!

1. Go to Mendaki to let the correct specific person sign my NYAA booklet
2. Let Ms Chng sign my NYAA booklet for physical section
3. Fill in all details of NYAA booklet and hand in to Mdm Faridah once and for all.
4. Ask how I can apply for Silver NYAA.
4. Shop for shoes and acessories for Hari Raya.
5. Tidy my wardrobe and put aside all all clothes.
6. Cook a meal for my family and Tok's for buka puasa
7. Finish reading the two and a half books.
8. Start on my reading wish list.
10. Make kueh raya with Fadilah and Sadelena and Shahini. Just like last year I made with Fadilah and it was a sucess with our families. Hahah. Belum Raya dah habis.

Hais...Raya is in two more weeks and I don't think my ibadah is that sempurna. I'm so tired with exams. And next year, Ramadan will be during prelims. AAAAHH. THen Raya, then O LEVELS. Then Bye bye Cedar and HELLO JC. OH Noooooo. So fast. oops. The article I just read says: there are two days that you should never worry about- yesterday and tomorrow. So I shall not worry about the tomorrows now. I shall go and rest my poor brain.

Nights to the World.

a lyfe* like mine-; 9:55 pm