CEDAR NETBALL DREAM HOUSE by Charis Lim and Raihan!
ok it shall be BIG BIG with a garden, an amusement park within the compound like michael jackson's.
our very own chef since we're all...gluttons!
a storage for food everywhere around the house to accomodate our laziness.
corridors must be BIG BIG so we can do our runs indoors.
must have bball vball courts as well.oh and two swimming pools.one indoor one outdoor.a sauna.
oh and hot spring bath!
each level is entitled to one storey.there'll be a special one for all the levels to come together.oh and one BIG BIG GIGANTIC room for all of us to sleep together once in awhile.
instead of having stairs we'll have escalators and lifts.oh we can make our escalators like the national library one!
we shall have our own library to display sexhaye books.((and more also lahh uhh. COS WE HAVE GREAT INTELLECT. oh i'll just add that we'll have a personal delivery service. any book u want, it'll come))
and our own tutors to tutor us.duh!
enterainment is a must must must.so we shall have a pool parlour,kbox,arcade,that turn turn football thing..oh the arcade must have one impt game..DAYTONA!hehe.ohohoh a bowling alley!
(( one more thing! PERSONAL BUTLER FOR EACH LEVEL!!!))
woah piang!i feel like moving in tmr mann.. ((it sounds like HEAVEN...hahha))
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4:39 pm
I can't believe it!!!This is further proof that Allah grants ALL our doas at the RIGHT time if it's GOOD for us.And it's not the first time. Alhamdulillah.I keep thinking I'm dreaming. I keep pinching myself. OH GAWSH!I'm so HAPPY. I'm going to do EVERYTHING in my power to not let this go away, to make this successful. I've been wanting this soooo much, I've been crying about it.BUT it's all a secret for now. Also, i don't know if this is a sign that I'm relaxed. I'm starting to
dream. About
EVERYTHING from my frustrations towards a friends and the actions I want to take on her,
Wentworth Miller: meeting him outside Shahini's house,
Shahini, the boy who I thought I'm over with: in that dream, his pictures drop from the upstairs floor, we're living in a futuristic condo, I look up and he's there with his smile, as always, and he asks me to pick it up and pass it to him. Then I look caredully at the pictures and realise they are FAMILIAR.
AND THEN I WAKE UP.
Everything's good though with the exception of
THAT.And the A math test was OK! I managed to get the answers for most of the questions. But I had to skip the graphs. HAIZ...
I'm still sick with flu and Shahini recovered. HOW unfair is that. She was the one who passed it to me. But I guess she has to revise again for her Chemistry test tomorrow. She's jealous I don't need to take it. Well GOOD LUCK. Even though I wanted to sleep in the bus cos of feeling so sick but u prevented me from doign so with all these stupid actions of urs and saying "HAPPY NEW YEAR" in an irritating robot voice.
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8:14 pm
I think most of the pictures that were taken by me and some by my father are beautiful...Thanks to all the sunlight!!!
"Now where is the limo? It's taking FOREVER!" Nadiah looks cool..haha. forever with her sunglasses, pink hairband and pink jacket. :) This was outside Swiss Inn Hotel, waiting for the fathers to come with the cars.
Farah and Nadiah sharing a plate of Roti Canai...more like gobbling and fighting over their food like predators. You should have seen them...AND it's only ROti Canai mann.
At the entrance of the boat ride. Frm left: Adik, Mak, Farah, me and Nadiah...who looks so cuute!
all of us (not including Bapak taking the picture) before the boat ride
ON THE BOAT. Hee hee...everyone''s excited!
Yes the boat ride is really relaxing...
That's most of us.
A boy, running away(purple). See the roots of those trees. MAGNIFIQUE!!!
Nadiah peering through the trees, clutching her mother as if she saw a monster of the forest. hahaha
On the walk around the trees. We saw the boys who live there playing in the river, fishing. What a life they lead...
And we saw a fisherman with his catch of the day. See those fishes. They were jumping!!!
We OWN the boat. It was just our family.
These boys saw our boat and started performing for us. They waved and jumped into the river...hahaha. CUTE.
And we saw a lizard/biawak during the boat trip.
Sabrina says," I'm Going to be Queen of the South China Sea".
Hahah. Nice background though.
I like this picture. Shows Nadiah's emotion which is definetely HAPPY and scared. hahah she's running away from the waves like it's gonna swallow her.
Farah on the right and Nadiah on the left....AGAIN with their twisties...the background is mahhvelous.
Ayah Chor...wahhh..so matrix with the black sunglasses...the thing is there was NO SUN! KAKAKA
our temporary house, where we dumped our clothes, changed skilfully and left our slippers
Future models...on the right, Sabrina, my cousin who'll be coming to Cedar nxt yr!!
The beach has a really a nice colour.
The Beach Boys....and a Man....Frm left: Hairi, my younger bro, Bapak, my dad and Imran, my cousin
Mak looks so girly. That's the children at the back. At the beach. With the strong waves. And wing. WOOHOO
Mak Chor, buying Nangkason the way home...what is it in English
Atok, at a pit stop to fill our stomachs. COOL sehh atok! PHWEEET. He;s ready to go home.
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8:44 pm
WOO HOO
finally a productive time of a math with shahini.
THANKS to varruna 4 helping us!
even after a morning of chores1) vacuum house2) fold half the pile of clothes3) cook asam daging rebus.immerrse red meat in water.
search for red onion. CHECK
search for garlic. realise garlic has run out of supply. put red onion in fridge so when I chop it, I won't sting my eyes. run down to wet market get 80 cents worth of it.
reach home.
chop red onion.
chop garlic.
take 4 cili padi. pull the stalks.
put chopped red onion, garlic and cili padi in blender. add some water. BLEND. all goes well. PHEW. usually I'm scared the blender will fling it's contents everywhere.
put the blended mix into the pot.
put some tumeric powder, salt to taste in the pot.
take ginger about 1 cm, cut, peel skin and pound in that BATU LESUNG. throw in the pot.
cook 3 cups of rice.
measure 3 cups and wash.
put 4 and a half cups of water.
when the red meat is soft, put 3 small asams in.
while this is going on, i manage to iron all my clothes.
lucky i finished eveything in time. No one's at home and I had to meet shahini at compass point and was already one hour late.
we study and do all those sums that we dunno how to do with Varru dear hitting her head everytime she tries to explain things to Shahini and she dumb dumb blur blur don't get it. we laugh and make lame jokes. I feel so productive today.
i don't know what will happen for tat test.
i just wanna PASS
aaand tomorrow after A math, I will help Shahini with her Chemistry. While brushing up on my own.
God, please give me the strength, patience and endurance to finish all my homework by this week.
But completing it with Shahini will guarantee be of no BORE..
lame jokes,
MYOB UB!!!
NO UB!
haha goshh.
and aall those books i still have to finish reading. At least I can tick 2 of them off my checklist.
Now me and Shahini got down with the flue passed frm someone in that horrible Macs in Compass Pt. We're trying to chew on all the Panadol and Strepsils as allowed as possible. I'm still sneezing horribly. Will I make it tomorrow? I don't wanna postpone it and be tortured all the way till nxt yr....Ya Allah....tolong...no plss.
TOMORROW THE BIG BRIDGE!!!
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7:54 pm
frm Singapore...to KL...to Kuantan and back
@KLwhere else but KLCC? Went to
Parkson Grand. Saw a lovely 4 subject Notebk. Wanted to buy it but freaking expensive. Sabrina said to look at Kinokuniya first. We did, and GOODNESS super cheap but plain 4 subject notebk. Cost RM$12 plus. Haiz,... should have bought one for Jannah. Just remembered it when I reached home. Bought two books at Kinokuniya too.
Betsy and the Emperor and
15 Little Blue Envelopes. Owe Ayah Chor S$2o.
Then went to
GIRLS.. WOOHHOO. Glad for their revamp. Their service is soooo UGH. Ooh lookaddat. I sound like a Material Girl. Ooookays. Me n Sabs bought a new pencil case. WE absolutely
LURVE it. Nadia and Farah bought a bracelet each...and they
really took their time.
We stayed at
Swiss Inn Hotel at Petaling St. It's like Chinatown and
Petaling St is a bargaining haven. I bought a tote bag for sch. Haha. And some 3 for RM$10 stuff...There were so many Gucci and Chanel and Louis Vuittion and Coach and DKNY and Dior and Guess fake bags with a lotta glitter and studs. And fake Adidas and Nike and DC shoes. And Billabong and Roxy and Quicksilver of course. And many many many more.
We were at KL for 3 days 2 nights.
KUANTAN
Then we drove up to Kuantan. THere was all the cheaper Parskon Grand shopping. I bought a South China Sea boot leg dress pants in black. And Sabs bought the sequel to All American Girl, which is All American Girl, Ready Or Not. WHEE HAPPY. haha. searching for that book in the library is like searching for a needle in a haystack. Only the needle keeps moving.
Then we took an hour and a half boat ride along the
river. I want to live like those boys who live there...jumping in the river not caring about the hectic and backstabbing world, not fearing the crocodiles there....haiz. THAT WOULD BE THE LIFE!
Then we went to
Teluk Chempedak and sat at the shore of the open South China Sea. The waves are huge...and can push a whalloping heavy me very far into shore. There were some surfers...and a lotta monkeys stealing food frm ppl's picnics. The ROCKS there ROCKS!!!! whahaha. The wind was strong. There were tiny crabs everywhere. Even if the sea was not as blue as Tioman's, well actually it's not even BLUE, I truly enjoyed myself.
Now I miss the walkie talkie convos between the two cars, all of us singing out of tune, the teasing, the scolding, the waking up to a buffet breakfast, the NOISY Nadia and Farah, the bathing in a bath tub, the cable tv, the aircon, the shopping.
Get ready cos that would be a thought i have to hold on to for a long time. Next year is "NO PLAYING. GET SERIOUS YEAR" says my dad. Haiz,.....but now I gotta cram for that A math Diagnostic test. 3 days more
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2:53 pm
everytime you get to feel what i feel like, it's karma.i'm sorry you're sick.
can i just kick both of you out of my acknowledgement of the circle i'm in?
how can it be that i love some people but at the same time the people i love LOVE the people i hate.
God, is this RETRIBUTION???
I'm looking at my memory bank and even if I am so not humble I can say that I've never done this to anyone.
Maybe this is a TEST.
yupp...but then in what way do I go? Do I tell said person HOW i feel or do I just go all "MEAN GIRLS" on her...
Why can't life be like those books which says: "If you choose to keep your friend, go to page 43. If you want to make every living cell of her body FEEL what you have and let her KNOW without any chance of RECONCILATION, turn to page 66."
Life would be so easy. But it's not. It's unfair. Just like the fingers on your hands.
I should have told you: "NOT TO ENJOY YOURSELF" because that was what I really wanted. But I was busy being unselfish. Gosh.... I'm too nice. AGAIN......I made a fool outta myself...
INSIDE ME SAYS: Kick both of them outta ur lives. They USED you. They are disgusting.
But OUTSIDE i just can't do it. I just can't. BUT WHY CAN't THEY THINK ABOUT OTHERS? If I do so, two things will happen.
1) It'll be known that those actions get to me.
2) We'll be enemies forever. I don't want enemies personally.
GOSH, how can you be so SICK and still THINK of how to CLIMB???
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2:36 pm
I TELL YOU:
#1 I AM TOO NICE A GIRL
#2 YOU ARE LUCKY TO BE MY FRIEND
#3 MY FIRST IMPRESSION IS ALWAYS ON THE SPOT CORRECT
#4 HOW CAN SHE BE SO MEAN???
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5:10 pm
taken from Asyikin
1}Put your music player on shuffle.
2} Press forward for each question
3}Use the song title as the answer to the question
No cheating!
What does next year have in store for me?
Have You Ever Been In Love by Westlife [oooh]
What's my love life like?
Feel It by Black Eyed Peas
What do I say when life gets hard?
Bout It by Yung Joc feat. 3LW
What do u think of on waking up?
Sexy Love by NeYo (hahahahahaha. EEEW though..)
What song will I dance to at my wedding?
Hit You With the Real Thing by Westlife
What do you want as a career?
You Light Up My Life by Westlife (ahahah...nice....suggesting volunteer work in which i make someone's life happy!!! but wait....isn't that like being a WIFE? hahaaha)
Your favourite saying?
Collapsed by Aly and AJ
Favourite place?
The Rose by Westlife ( sounds like a romantic cafe....nice nice)
What do you think of your parents?
Tak Ada Logika (There's No Logic) by Agnes Monica (hmmm...sometimes..just sometimes HARDY HAR HAR)
What's your Pornstar name?
Get Up by Ciara feat Chamillionare (UGH)
Where would you go on a first date?
Obsession (No Es Amor) by Frankie J ft. Baby Bash[ehhh?]
Drug of choice?
Homeless Heart by Amanda Scott
Describe yourself
Bukan Milikmu Lagi (No Longer Your Posession) by Agnes Monica [YEAAH! I BROKE FREE FROM THAT MEAN GIRL!!!!]
What is the thing i like doing most?
My Heart by Irwansyah & Acha [and that means???]
The song that best describes my school principal?
Material Girls by Hilary and Hayley Duff [ rumour says she owns a jaguar AND a mercedes but she has a heart]
What is my state of mind like at the moment?
Sexyback by Justin Timberlake ft Timbaland
How will I die?
Halo by Bethany Joy Lenz//One Tree Hill Soundtrack//her character in One Tree Hill is called Haley James Scott [ that means an ANGEL will come get me, haiz..even if i go heaven or hell an ANGEL will pull my soul out, yuppz so that is so true; Malaikat Malik]
How are you feeling today?
Ku Katakan Dengan Indah by Peterpan (I Say It With Beauty)
How do your friends see you?
Gone by Frankie J [HEYY]
What is your best friend's best theme song?
Someone's Watching Over Me by Hilary Duff
What is the story of your life?
Promiscuous Girl by Nelly Furtado [EEW EEW EWW BIG NO AND NEVER]
What was high school like?
Rain by Breaking Benjamin [ maybe...]
How can you get ahead in life?
Perhaps Love by Howl & J// GOONG or Princess Hours Soundtrack [ yeah! Love makes the world go round!]
What is the best thing about your friends?
Lovely by deep side// step up soundtrack [totally! only applies to my FRIENDS]
What is in store for this weekend?
Dance With Me by 112
What song best describes you?
4ever by The Veronicas
To describe your grandparents?
London Bridge by Fergie [ ???]
What song will they play during your funeral?
Diary of Jane by Breaking Benjamin [ it's an emooo song hahah]
How does the world see you?
Hope Has Wings by Brie Larson [that's nice...for ONCE]
Will you have a happy life?
Drop That Heater by Omarion [huh?]
What do your friends really think of you?
Hurt by Christina Aguilera [ huh?? yeah i get hurt easily if you play my loyalties]
Do people secretly lust after you?
Que Sera Sera (Whatever Will Be, Will Be) by Sly and The Family Stone [ at this point of time...hey WHATEVER]
How can i make myself happy?
I Don't Need A Man by Pussy Cat Dolls [truly..hurrah..at least for now...]
What should you do with your life?
Step Up by Samantha Jade// Step Up Soundtrack
Will you ever have children?
Mouth Shut by The Veronicas [ aww come on!!! u're not telling?]
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4:54 pm
AHAHAHHA am i so humiliated and HUMOURED
ATTENTION ALL IN-CROWDERSwe have been filmed by that stalker of a cameramen at the ChildAID after-concert.
he took a roll of us when we took a group photo with Dominic WONG....ahahah. am i so SHOCKED. but kinda expected it,....so quite pleased....the wannabe limelight me.hahahaa
CLICK HERE
and i'm pointing to his head...ahahha
HEY cameraman, I WANT THAT VID!!!AGAIN,
ASYIKIN if you're reading this, tell Elsie I
WANT the pictures.
to MUU....here's Nathan's performance with Ming Bridges.
CLICK HERE
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12:30 am
aww. im tired.
im going to zonk out any minute soon,
I"M NEVER GONNA DO THIS AGAIN.
but the models ROCKS.
THAANKS to KAI QI and WEITING...
haha...
JOY: Weiting, wear stg decent.
and she shows up in a two layer ensemble. HOW CUTE>...<
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10:34 pm
i remember wh
at h
appened one whole year
ago.
how you tried to cli
mb up the social ladder.
why do you care.
GOSH.
im happy that the ties between us w
ithe
red
away slowly.
no fights.
i t
ry to link with you.
but you t
alk to those who
you think deserves to be talked to.
well GOOD LUCK.
the rest of us stay together because we truly care.
not because we fight for it.
we share a co
mmon bond.
that's how we are truly friends.
we dont cla
im owne
rship of
anyone.
in life, there are some people who you look at and a bitter feeling grows in your heart.
because they have hurt you with reasons that are too shallow.
now you go behind my back and do it all over again.
even when
ONE year ago,
i told you why I was upset.
remember.
you severed our ties.
not I.
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10:15 pm
first trip to sentosa alone on public transport...
took bus to library bus stop.
took 27 to Sengkang MRT.
took
NEL train to Harbourfront.
took Sentosa shuttle service.
took
Blue line bus service to Underwaterworld.
what a loooong ride.supposed to take a shuttle van to Costa Sands resort but wait and wait but it didn't appear.
so Hui Yin and Irdayu picked me up half-way...and we walked tru an ULU pathway.
the room is seriously so small and cramped. no wonder some of them had to sleep on the beach. so dangerous!!!
Irdayu said my top was nice and she wants to buy one just like it. THANKS. charis said i looked like i was going to prom.
PROM???!!!!
dressed like that?? haha, seriously charisCharlene came into the room while I was fixing the vcd player to the TV. She said my top was nice too!!! whee i love my top. hahhaha
Shin Yeong wore an apron, a CUTE apron to prepare dinner. Hhaha. She is soo Cute..she's Korean and she reminds me of Chae Kyung..hais..the apron and all that.
then i changed my clothes and followed Hui Yin to the beach. we met a peacock on the way. I was truly shocked. Didn't know that Sentosa set them free. haha. Met Sylvianne, Muu, GC and Anooja in the water. The first thing they asked:
" Safiah can you swim???"
"umm...Yeess? Why?"
" Can teach me?"
"Ohkay...hahaha. I thought that I can't go in UNLESS i can swim"
and there began the SUCCESSFULL process of me and Sylviane teaching Muu, Geraldine and Anooja how to swim. hahaha...but Anooja more of splashed herself all over the place.
then we played water volleyball. Sylviane said the way I fell sideways to catch the ball was very pretty. Hahaa..AWW so sweet dear.
i spotted Charlene, WeiShan, Yee Ting, and Raihan trying to tan themselves. My first glimpse of Charlene was with her sunglasses. GC said they looked like Tai Tais....hahah Charlene
HILTON...goodness.
Muu wanted to get something out of her system but due to water pressure she couldnt.
Tired of swimming in the ocean, we left the beach and went to collect our stuff to bathe. Our eyes were stinging. Our lips were chapped. WE had too many displays of public affection shoved up our eyes. EEEW..haha. all the *TOOT* rated stories...who knew GC still very imaginative??
I forgot to bring towel!!! Thanks Sylviane for lending me...love lots.
Anooja dropped one of her lenses again but this time she couldn't find it. Hais...
After bathing, I found out that IRDAYU didn't wait for me. She went home already. Phew...still got Afiqah, Debbie and Andeline. I grabbed some stuff that the sec 2s made for dinner i.e. cambell mushroom soup and tuna sandwich, and left the building. Xin Ru came in a sexy top. the other senior was Jacinda. Xin Ru looked really good as always. or is that Xin Ya??? o-ohh.. haha. mixed them up again. the second part of farewell will be during netball camp in sch. that one will be better cos there will be a HOT BARBEQUE!!!
the queue for the buses was so looooong. haiz. we were so hungry we ate at harbourfront mall's macs. it's so amazing how all the netballers can just CLICK like that even if i don't know andeline that well. haha. poor things they were so sleepy after that. slept like a doll throughout the MRT ride. Afiqah borrowed my shoulder.
they got off at Hougang and I at Sengkang. While waiting for the 27 bus, someone tapped my shoulder. It was my mum. Hahaha. FaNCY seeing her there. She asked me why I didn't sleepover. The answer: "It was too small and crowded".
=) p.s. got no pics
cos my camera went on a holiday with my dad to KL
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1:19 am
ok so pam said i never mention her
so here is a tribute to PAMELA.... she didn't die...CHOY...touch wood. Astaghfirullah hal azim. she's just sulking cos i never mention her in the previous entries.
so here goes...
I took a lot of pictures with Pamela.
PAMELA
PAMELA
PAMELA...happy dear?//
and i don't think a lot of the IN crowders of the next batch will be from st nicks..how can that be? at most 2 lah...
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12:24 am
oh gosh. this the first time i hear it on record and not live....oh gosh it sounds well how do i say this. i want to just about close my ears. I think he sounds better in real life. But he has loads of potential cos of the package and all that. And I believe with more training, he'll be WONDERFUL. So if you all want to hear what Mumu's crush #20 sounds like...(estimated)...hear it is. But Muu thinks he is the HUNKY so I can't argue. I always thought that Muu has bad taste..No lahh....ahahha. Nathan still ROCKS...even if Asyikin hates him. HAhah. HEAR it is (pun intended).
CLICKmost of the netballers are at Costa Sands Sentosa now. I'll be joining them tomorrow cos later, I will have to go to my cousins' house to entertain the guests. Hahaha. RIGHT.
Oh I just realised. Right now in Singapore, my family is complete for the first time. All my cousins from Malaysia from both my parents' side are here!! But some went back. Oh well now it's not complete anymore...ok Safiah has gone to rambling mode....
CCCRRRRZZZZZZZZZZ....
K PLUNK.......
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2:26 pm
"Now where is the limo? It's taking FOREVER!" Nadiah looks cool..haha. forever with her sunglasses, pink hairband and pink jacket. :) This was outside Swiss Inn Hotel, waiting for the fathers to come with the cars.
Farah and Nadiah sharing a plate of Roti Canai...more like gobbling and fighting over their food like predators. You should have seen them...AND it's only ROti Canai mann.
At the entrance of the boat ride. Frm left: Adik, Mak, Farah, me and Nadiah...who looks so cuute!
all of us (not including Bapak taking the picture) before the boat ride
ON THE BOAT. Hee hee...everyone''s excited!
Yes the boat ride is really relaxing...
That's most of us.
A boy, running away(purple). See the roots of those trees. MAGNIFIQUE!!!
Nadiah peering through the trees, clutching her mother as if she saw a monster of the forest. hahaha
On the walk around the trees. We saw the boys who live there playing in the river, fishing. What a life they lead...
And we saw a fisherman with his catch of the day. See those fishes. They were jumping!!!
We OWN the boat. It was just our family.
These boys saw our boat and started performing for us. They waved and jumped into the river...hahaha. CUTE.
And we saw a lizard/biawak during the boat trip.
Sabrina says," I'm Going to be Queen of the South China Sea".
I like this picture. Shows Nadiah's emotion which is definetely HAPPY and scared. hahah she's running away from the waves like it's gonna swallow her.
Farah on the right and Nadiah on the left....AGAIN with their twisties...the background is mahhvelous.
Ayah Chor...wahhh..so matrix with the black sunglasses...the thing is there was NO SUN! KAKAKA
our temporary house, where we dumped our clothes, changed skilfully and left our slippers
Future models...on the right, Sabrina, my cousin who'll be coming to Cedar nxt yr!!
The beach has a really a nice colour.
The Beach Boys....and a Man....Frm left: Hairi, my younger bro, Bapak, my dad and Imran, my cousin
Mak looks so girly. That's the children at the back. At the beach. With the strong waves. And wing. WOOHOO
Mak Chor, buying Nangkason the way home...what is it in English
Atok, at a pit stop to fill our stomachs. COOL sehh atok! PHWEEET. He;s ready to go home.
ok so pam said i never mention her