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Thursday, March 06, 2008/

@ 8:32 pm

I din't get to be a participant of pre u seminar. :( nevermind. other opportunities then.

I was so low today. Because I was so scared to get stressed in the future after that COMPASS thing or better known as CME...why do they give it a cheem name. And after that was Lit lecture...and the Sylvia Plath movie... :( i don't like what it reminds me of. Heartaches. OW OW OW. Ah okok.

Then I became really high. I think 08A301 has a new studying/eating territory. YAY! Behind the LTs where there is a bit of greenery and food and air and solitude and not a lot of people around us who appear to be mugging but who are actually playing cards/pretending to study/doing last minute homework (procrastinating). Shafiq is so funny all throughout the day I keep laughing AT the things he do. And Nadirah and Jannah...WHAT are they to Gary talking about? But because of the laughter, I just can't stop laughing at Gary the Pooh.

I told Amira Filza my story and she cried. Gosh. I knew it was sad but I din't think I'd find anyone who thought it was sad too. Yes....a kindred spirit. Amira is not actually who I think she is. HINTS HINTS. GRINS GRINS.

I can't wait for the librarians to register my card. I need to borrow books. I need to rewrite the econs stuff into my homework. I need to read GEOG. I need to make time for Geog extra lesson because I am NOT a PURE Geography student in Sec Sch. But Geog is so interesting. Hahah. I'm glad I took Geography. Now I know a little bit about ALL the Humanities. YAY.

I'm scared for March holidays to start. I'm scared because everything is going SO FAST.

I want to talk about AHMAD ISMAIL now. YES. YOU. I can't say much if not people suspect. HAH HAH. It's just, thanks for still sticking (friend friend). I think we're back to primary school. The times where we used to tease each other and play kiddy stuff. YES GROW UP. But if you do, you won't be Ahmad. Cos the Ahmad I know is always so budak kechik. And it really does not matter what school you go to. Don't be ashamed. Just do your best. You're still one of my best guy friends (only cos I don't have many guy friends haha). However, things are a lot different now. You changed, I changed. We can't expect things to stay the same. It's a fact of life right? I'll accept it. And I KNOW why suddenly you've been talking to me a lot. HAHA. You're BORED. I think when your school life starts and my school life gets hectic, we won't talk that much too. Nevermind. Because our primary school gang rocks, we meet each other a lot lahh. HAHA

Oh by the way I need to catch up with Zi Zheng too.

And practice the violin.

XOXO
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