N U R S A F I A H

Thursday, June 05, 2008/

sometimes @ 10:58 pm

haiz.

freak....
freak
freak

oh man that's my favourite word lately isn't it......

sometimes i think the best things I write were written on impulse with no thoughts and no edits and no cuts and nothing. just raw emotion. like i bet this post is gna be a masterpiece. hehx.

sometimes i really blow myself away with the things I write.
sometimes i really surprise myself on how I'm really predictable.
sometimes the pointless things end up to be the most meaningful things.
sometimes i know something's bad for me and i should get rid of it but i really really still want to keep it, it's called temptation.
sometimes, i hide stuffs deep inside me and somehow I know what triggers it. I know I shouldn't trigger the stuffs but I do so anyway. And I'm so predictable. Guess how I feel when I open the box?
sometimes i feel down again because i'm a girl and steorotypes say this is what happens to a girl, the sudden ups and downs but...

do you know how weird it is that sometimes paths just cross. Have you ever thought of the possibility that while walking someplace, a very important person in your life or a potentially very important person in your life was just walking there too or is passing you at the same moment but you just don't know it. Why must these things happen? Why can't it just be arrows pointing and signboards "Look here. Important person. Make friends now."

Oh, my mind is wandering here and there without a definite trail.

We feel important because we are needed. Sometimes, I need some people and they are not there. Still, they are important to me.

Sometimes, being patient gets tiring.
Sometimes, being faithful gets irritating.

Sometimes, the right words are all wrong.
And the wrong words are all right.

Sometimes, a slap is needed to show you care.

ok interlude:

jasmine's post entry date 1st June is making me tear. just like only her blog entries are able to make me feel. just like only jasmine gets it. I think I'm feeling what she's feeling but I don't know. I don't know.

i guess that's good then, at least I'm not the only one in my world who feels like this. OHmAN and i thought I was fiiiiine.

gosh. i really am rambling and making myself confused am I. WHAT IN THE WORLD TRIGGERED THIS . GOSH.

nvm, one day when i read back this post, I'll be thinking "WHAT IN THE WORLD DID SAFIAH FEEL? WHY DOES SHE FEEL LIKE THIS?" ahhah that's funny cos I don't even know what I feel presently....

ok tmr I'm going to swim with Geraldine. I think I'll be doing laps until I feel soo tired I have no energy to feel anything else, except study later.

I HAVE GREAT FRIENDS. That's a fact that cannot be changed. Hmm. Yeah. (:
at least this ends on a happy note.

I hope.

XOXO
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