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est. 30th March 1991

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008/
bursting for calm @ 8:51 pm
Am you really being yourself?
I don't know. It doesn't really feel like this is me.
Or are you changing?
I don't know.
Isn't change good?
I don't know.
Would you know?
How would I.

Which would you choose? Save your ego? Or make the truth heard?
I don't know.
What do you know?
I don't want to be hurt.
Why would you be hurt?
I don't know.
Who will hurt you?
The people who are closest to me.
Who are you close to?
They know who they are.

Why do you have eye bags?
I don't know.
Did you have enough sleep?
Yes I slept at 10.30pm yesterday.
Then why do you look so tired?
I can't answer my own questions. Jannah said she realised that when she's stressed, she'll have eyebags too no matter how much she slept. Maybe I'm stressed.
Why are you stressed? Exams are over.
I don't know. I can't answer your questions...I can't even answer mine.
What's your questions? What do you want to know?
Everything and nothing.
What kind of answer is that?
Oxymoron. What do you know. You don't get Lit do you.
Oh you're such a depressed emo-being.
How do you know. You don't know how I feel.
How do you feel?
Confused. Irritated. Vulnerable. Fragile.
Why?
I don't know maybe it's that time of the month.
Why? You didn't use to be this way even if it was.
Maybe I didn't get as much exercise as I did. So my body doesn't produce enough endorphins for myself. Maybe all the endorphins inside me have all been used up in the past year since I last exercised.
When did you last exercise?
Before the promo break.
When did you start to feel like this?
After promos.
Then this is the answer. You need to lose yourself with exercise. You need more endorphins.
Right. Thanks. Maybe you're right. Too bad they don't come in pill form.




wow look. Was I being a schizo? whahaha....
feel like there's a bee box in my head...


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