N U R S A F I A H

Thursday, February 21, 2008/

officially final? @ 10:39 pm

what to say what to say...

THE LAST DAY OF TPJC

i came to school in the morning, got the letter and cried like a freak, as quoted by husna. i suddenly broke down and cried because ive been holding it all in. And I didn't even read the whole thing fully. My tears blinded it. Horrible man horrible. Especially since I got the message the night before. Anxious and waiting. Couldn't really sleep. and HUGGS. no spoken words.

Blended in with the rest of the class. Pretended everything was ok. Ok. Skipping of lessons.

Last day of school was crazy. Really crazy. In the hall,wanted to read the letter again properly so went off to read it alone. Only really understood the first half before I cried again. Then Christina saw me. And patted me. Jasmine and Jocelyn joined. Just sat and waited for the emotions to flow out. Stopped for a while. Then cried AGAIN. Told them I had to let it all out. Daryl was such a big help. PLayed sad emo chinese songs on the piano. Told him to shut it up. AHHHH. I have never ever ever cried like that horribly before ok. Sniffs Sniffs....Not when I left Gongshang, not when I left Cedar. THen said i was thirsty and hungry so went to buy food at the cafe. THen when me and Christina returned, I ate a bit, drank a bit, then went to read the letter with a clearer mind. To finish it off. Then Christina became worried again...I said DON't WORRY but i really needed to finish reading it.

RESPONSE: Yes, we will meet again...Thanks for everything. I love you too. Yes. Gosh I really didn't know I became so important to you. You're important to me too ok.

THe whole day spent in the hall. When we went up, it's like we just got out from the underground.

I brought my violin so that I can play Canon with anyone who can play it on piano, to show Daryl my violin, to teach Wee Shiun how to play the violin.

Then Hugs and Goodbyes...
walking home and cries
tears in my eyes
Feeling Dead yet so Alive

OK PICTURES:

08s28 PAE @ TPJC

I LOVE CHRISTINA /NANA a lot a lot

Change Skirts DAY!

V DAY last minute make simple stuff....and the day i lost my wallet! and found it back. AHH!

Cedar Girl and Cedar MAN? hahahha. Mr Sum simply ROCKS!

Lent Daryl my nice smelly jacket which he will miss a lot, the time he had the flu.

Daryl being emo because we are leaving him...

VDAY: received a helium balloon from Kak Arini and a flower from Felina and Maisarah! YAY!

Jasmine and me, in the hall, like we owned it, playing Canon Duet. Jonathan played it best. By the time Najihah came, the E string broke! Wekks...

The first two students of SDJC with our dear principal on the right. The first two students! YAY! MAybe the only two students. HAHAHA

The regular faces

VDAY, the confession, right after i lost my wallet, the time daryl took a break from physics lecture for a while because it was getting too cold and he found a lot of tissues in my pockets and he scolded me for it.

Bye bye Jocelyn! tear not Jasmine!

Nice angle of Daryl and his Di Zi. Nice angle taken by me!

Very mini us! Jasmine/C-tina/ Me( yellow) in TPJC triangle stadium/hall

Daniel( p1-p2 classmate) and me and the guitar! Christina thought his name was Nelson...from where did that name come from??? He wants to be a student councillor through the student's vote.

Chinese song duet.

NO MR SUM! not my $600 violin which i bought with my own money!

Showing Wee Shiun the features of our handphone.

Us in the hall! Waited for him for so long just to teach him the violin, while having fun with the rest also.

YAY! the best student all day! HAAH.. My violin attracts a lot of attention which results in a lot of people wanting to hold it and play it. HAHA.

OH MAN...this person is so sexxy... and the legs so TO-DIE-FOR! OH GOSH..who sia this person?

MY VALENTINES. BEST VDAY EVER!

YAY! my first public performance in a looong while. HAHAHA. Must have been horrible. Stand also horribly.

The 3 angels popped by my house. My younger brother loved them a lot. He looks so cute here!

another student, Jocelyn, #940 . ANYHOW CAN LARH

At the end of the day, I had a long talk with Shahini on the phone simply because she rocks and she needed to know about the day which simply rocked. Even though I waited for her call for an HOUR. Waited for her to bathe and all cos she just returned from work. HAHA.

Me was posted to MJC with Christina, Aliff, Husna, Maisarah, Firdaus, Muhaina, Sarah, Amila, Thendral, Amira Filzah and Shila. I hope I'll be okay there.

Labels: PAE., TPJC

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