N U R S A F I A H

Friday, February 22, 2008/

feeling sian @ 8:51 pm

i shall not blog about the first 2 days at MJC ok. Cos they were very boring and me, XTINA and HOON could only talk about how much we miss TPJC. We crashed TPJC twice. Wednesday and Friday. The only other Cedarians that I could bear to see besides Muhaina was Husna and Maisarah. I don't know lah. I don't know why I don't feel like seeing the other Cedarians even though they always sit together in one big blue lump. I guess I feel like clinging to the bits of TPJC in my life.

Friday was Staff Wellbeing day at MJC so we came to TPJC. I went to collect my new passport and then met Xtina at 3.00 pm. Went around seeing friends I made. Zahida! Hamaizah! Syahida! Jethro! Went to Shooting Range and saw Wee Shiun. Tried to shoot. Did not hit the target at all. Not even a 1. Wee Shiun asked my "trainer" ..."How? THis girl can make it or not?" Showed my card to Mr Sum who we met after that and he said "innacurate and not precise!" haha. Failure. Daryl made me angry and upset and I still don't know why I bother to try. Sometimes I feel dissapointed with him but he said Sorry so just accept it lah hor. So now I just won't try anymore ok Daryl. See how you are first.

Xtina, me and Daryl left at 5 pm. Took 293. Me and Xtina alighted at interchange. Daryl went home. The first time I went shopping with money and a purpose: Shoes and Bag! Converse for both of us. Mine cost $59.90 and Xtina's cost $69.90. Then we hurried to Zinc. Went in and straightaway,

salesboy: What kind of bags are you looking for?
me: Totebag with sling (VERY SURE VOICE) like the one I'm carrying.
salesboy: for school isit? to fit a4 size?
me: Ya.
salesboy: I see you just bought new shoes so you're buying a new bag too lah?
me: Ya.
salesboy: *scans the racks* Ok I think this one should do?
me: *takes and puts it on shoulder* Do you have a mirror?
salesboy: over there. *points*
me: *walks and sees meself in mirror* Hmm..not bad. You have good taste.
salesboy: Yes I know *smiles*
me: let me see other bags first....this one how xtina can? *points to another bag with many compartments*
salesboy: this one too slouchy. later your papers all become dog-eared. Also got many zips...like ah ma lah.
me: Hmm..ya this one boy's point of view must take into consideration. OK this bag very nice how much isit?
salesboy: $49.90
me: HARR...quite above my budget.
salesboy: If you add 10 cents i can make you a member.
me: OOPS, I'm already a member but I don't have the card right now! Aiyahh...if like this I go home tommorow I come back and buy.
salesboy: nvm lah i give u $45. Can oredi
me: WOOTS! THANKS

i think he's a really really nice person. A very very good salesperson who is not that bad looking. MORE SALESPERSON SHOULD BE LIKE THIS! He's not so intimidating see...even Christina agrees.

Then hurried back to TPJC for a rawking performance! Jonathan was really rocking it our on the drums and guitar. We called his name and he saw us and give a grin to us. Earlier he was busking for money outside Guitar Booth. Meono me did not give him anything. Found out that he has a REAL left ear piercing. Naughty naughty Jonathan, HAHA. I felt like a cat burglar on tip toes when I went in the gate!

After this, ate at Macs. Where my new shoe got stomped on a lot by Hamaizah. AGGH HAMMY!!!! Also, where Gabriel (the J2 /BCME/ 4 H2/ ex-CCHS) thought that ALLAH and HALAL was the same. See ! It's good that we made him realise that it's not! I didn't know there were such people in the world! :) Gabriel is another person who was so surprised when he knew my name. He thought I was Chinese...HEHX.

me n Hao Jun. Gabriel says he's the Emo King. Daryl is the Emo God.

Najihah says I enjoyed first intake more than hers at MI. I really did...but I really want life to go back to normal. HURRY orientation over lahh...start study, start school...

This is one of the random acts of coming up with a poem. Spur of the moment. I've been inspired lately...How do I know? It's been a long time since I came up with a poem...2 years I think. Maybe more. Thanks for being my inspiration.

Don't worry, I'll be happy
It's you I worry about
Don't worry about you?
How can this be true?

I promise you I will be.
Will you promise me the same too?

Fragile and white
Fragile and white
I used to think of you
Everyday and night

Every minute of the day
Time passes away
Every minute of today
Heart and soul wishes to stay

This hurts the most.
Not being close.
Having so much to say.
Watching you push myself away.

How did we get so close?
Think. Think.
I can't remember.

How did we came to be?
Think. Think.
Can you find the answer?

-Nur Safiah

XOXO

N U R S A F I AH

Labels: poems, shopping, TPJC

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