am i strong or am i weak?some kind of wonderful...oh this is just so lovely...lingering thoughts lingering thoughtshappy happy day.:DLabels: happy, innermost thoughts, joy, love
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2:27 pm
Open house for family is officially over and it was a success though what we could offer to our family was just modest. Love Hari Raya... only time where I can really catch up with some of my cousins.
Maybe Najihah retaining is a blessing in disguise cos now we are in the same level then at least we can spend more time with each other. And II'm so proud of my cousin, Amirah for being the Cedar Open House sucessfully. I'm sure it was a hit even though I wasn't there. I intended to go but had my own open house to attend to.
I have so many plans for my cousins for this holiday. We have a GOONG marathon sleepover at Najihah's house and just now, Najihah proposed that she'll help me with my room makeover. She actually convinced me that it was possible. HAHA. Just cos she has no PW... very the excited girl...she is bored and very free. YAY YAY YAY. I told my mum and she... HURHed. Ok, everything will come out from my money. I've been wanting this for ages.
Wow what a long day...and very eventful I must say. In the afternoon... Muhaina called me. I think I really forget that I can turn to her sometimes... SAFIAH. gosh. Anyway thanks for making me a part of your life okay. I am so honoured.
Jannah's prediction that after promos will be a very very happening time is true but I'm quite sad at the cold war that has formed. The fact that everyone knows everything but we seem to pretend that we don't know anything and the truth is, we just really don't know each other. Next week will be very interesting indeed. And I'm beginning to sound like Gossip Girl, the all knowing narrator when I really prefer not to Gossip. I just happen to be there and listen and most of the time I don't understand what's happening since I'm always in the "Lost World". Which is better right? hah. Reminds me that the website cut me off while watching Episode 15 of GG. Haiz.
Ok promos results:
- General Paper D
- H1 Math B
- Literature C
- Economics E
- Geography U
NYEHH. Ok but I'm really really happy for LIT cos i really really wanted to do well. Ok this is well according to me because I really improved a lot. Same for econs...N i really sacrificed Geography. Quite dissapointment but at least I scored a high U. wahhaha...
Compare to Mid Years results:
- General Paper D
- H1 Math D
- Literature E
- Economics U
- Geography S
I improved most by 2 grades. Except for General Paper and i really deproved for Geography.
So throughout the holidays, I aim to revise Geography and see how I can improve my General Paper. Also reanalyse and do my own for Paper 5 Lit.
Yes.
My baby brother, Ilhan, is so clever.
- He approaches everyone to read the same book. Over and over again. Just like I did when I was young. Good.
- He poses for pictures. Unlike me who only learnt to smile at age 2.
- He is just so clever he picks up things so fast.
- And he is mostly in a good mood and gives a smile to everyone. Like me currently. Heh...
- Because of this, he always puts the people around him in a good mood.
But he can be sooo irritating at times.
He demands for attention. Every time clinging on to my mother such that she is unable to cook and then she will scream at me to pick him out and drag him away from the kitchen. And then I have to take care of him and I can't do my own things like study, or read, or watch tv, or use the computer or blog. Nyeh..
BUT. I am really grateful for having a baby brother at this age because I learn so much and he's just quite darling to come home to someone who will run to you with a smile and ask for a hug and when you've had a bad day that's all you need. A smile and a hug and a kiss on those soft cheeks. And no matter how sad I am, I'll be forced to play with him which makes me happy in the end. And he's so cute. I'm so grateful that I asked for a baby brother all these years and my prayers were answered. Even though the timing is not exactly perfect, there's always a reason...
You must know how I feel even though I don't say it. You must feel how I feel. No? (: I've always thought feelings were so great that they were powerful.
I want to say a BIG thank you to Shafienas and Musfirah for allowing me to join you all in Sushi and Sundae ice cream at Macs. Yum and Loves cos I was damn low and crappy. And I really couldn't get while you all couldn't get me sometimes. But nvm. haha..
Tomorrow, Jalan Raya with Malay Table Group aka Lovelies...
XOXO
N U R S A F I A H
looking forward to happy timesLabels: baby brother, happy, hariraya, love
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12:40 am
hahahahahahahaha......
bloody men are like bloody buses...
who's got that poem? ok this is RANDOM.
ahhahaahaha
i so completely agree with that poem...
go find it on your own.
i am so lazy to find it.
wait. I AM A NICE GIRL. soooo....
Bloody men !
Wendy Cope, 1945-Bloody men are like bloody busesYou wait for about a yearAnd as soon as one approaches your stopTwo or three others appear.You look at them flashing their indicators,Offering you a ride.You're trying to read the destinations,You haven't much time to decide.If you make a mistake, there is no turning back.Jump off, and you'll stand there and gazeWhile the cars and the taxis and lorries go byAnd the minutes, the hours, the days.hahha...it is very nice talking to the people who are very nice to talk to. GEDDIT? i shan't elaborate. I think I am on a high. I may very well be on a high. A high to Tampines, Pasir Ris, Bedok Reservoir.
Ok that part will be foreign to you if you're not studying Sylvia Plath. Which most of you aren't. SO! I just did a parody...
ahaiz...tmr during the long break and lunch...i shall gobbledygoo up my food and add the finishing touches to my Lit Essay Assignment 1. No maybe I'll that AFTER school since deadline is at 5pm. OK. Then I'll print all the Sylvia Plath poems which are not in my collection currently (GRR can't wait to get the book) cos I can't print it at home. AND MAYBE...I'll have time to study Human Geog on the bus and during 1h 40 mins break....PLEASE LET ME PASSSS!!!!
Thanks for your concern. I keep breaking promises. Almost an hour late. SHALL SLEEP NOW. I know you're purposely bullying me! HEH...
Please keep me smiling before I go to sleep everyday. THANK YOU. I don't ask for much. ( :
YOUR WELCOME WEI SHAN. Haiz...don't be like that anymore in school ok. Less than 2 years goes by very fast and you can do whatever you want. Just purge away that record and be hidden from your teachers' eyes...unless what you do is super ta-da outstanding. I'll see you for Netball Carnival. CANNOT WAIT!!! hee...
p.s. the tagboard is screwed. cannot write more than 25 characters??? arggs. and..it deleted the whole tags up till fatmah's in january...so like...2 months plus of tags! haiz...there goes Daryl's only tag. and Jonathan's only tag...haiz...and all my faved ppl..okok..STOP MOURNING SAFIAH..they're only tags! hahahas....still...AYO TECHNOLOGY!!!
xoxo
N U R S A F I A H
i'm happy for me
you're happy for you
i haven't found close friends this fast
i haven't found close friends this trueLabels: gratitude, happy, poems
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11:41 pm
