woots. I've been hanging around with Muu alot. Wahaha. I really can't remember what I did last week. Nothing much right? Oh well... hahha..
To the gang, I look at you all and see how much everyone has grown. Everyone is TALLER. Ok well not everyone...only Shahini maybe. ARGS! Everyone is prettier, smarter!, more stressed but we still love each other....I almost wanted to tear when you all started wishing during the bday cake blowout. If we could keep that moment and take it out when we feel like we need a bit of magic and inspiration because really, being on Fort Canning, with the wind and the nicely mowned green grass and feeling like we're on top of everything, the city skyline spread in front of us, it felt like magic. If you thought I was quiet, well really I was quite shocked I didn't have much to say too, it was because of a combination of being tired and being so thankful that I have a group of friends who are lame and spastic and who I just enjoy being in the company of therefore I just kept mum and took it all in (also because I didn't want to share about my "personal life" xD u gossipmongers! So happy you all din't pester me HAHAH. AND SERIOUS if I do have something going on one day I'll tell the whole world. Of course you people all in my world right. wahawahah.)
13 June 2008- Friday...(:Charu- thought she made her braided hair in Africa.
Anan- thought she straightened her air therefore she (LAMEly) came up with the (un) fact that she straightened her hair in US
the story continued.... constantly throught the whole Night.
Dhivyaa met us for a while then watched a movie with her cousins. All of us met at Plaza Singapura first. Then we went to buy stuff at Carrefour (Joy's Dried Mangoes, fruit tart, cheesecake, a 1.5L bottle of mineral water) I wanted to buy coconut juice but it would be a hassle to carry it up. Most of us hadn't eaten dinner yet so we bought fast food stuff. Me and Shahini went to Burger King because KFC had a really looong queue. We ordered student meals and had to show our student pass. I passed the "inspection" by Madam Auntie but Shahini was given "THE SQUINT" hahah... we both thought there was a problem until Madam Auntie said..."nothing lah. Very pretty" WAHAHAHA...She stills turns the wrong head lah...SHAHINI WAHWAH..
Germaine, Shahini, Kai Qi and me went up first. Charu and AnAn wanted to buy "yogurt". BUT they came up with a chocolate cake complete with candles! ahahha....oh man was I so surprised. Then Joy came much later because she had to do some stuff. We had to direct her by phone but because there was a STOMP band drumming away, we just asked her to follow the sound of the drums. It was really loud and the weather was real humid. Got thirsty quickly. So happy for the practical me who thought of buying mineral water.
Then, as usual.....what do ex-photographers and some still-photographers do but to TAKE PICTURES! whaahha....im the editor tho don't include me *laughs shamelessly* and Charu left already when the "photoshoot" started.
Labels: date, fort canning, lovelies, primary school gang
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9:24 pm
I missed the little "family gathering" of the PAE 08S28 family because I had Fariz's birthday to go to. I don't like going to two things at a time EVERYTIME because I feel so rushed and a bit guilty to my family. With the new addition to the house, I feel it is my responsibility as the eldest to take care of the baby brother. It may be frustrating at times but just looking at his cute face makes me realise how innocent and pure he is. I wanted a baby brother so I must help my mum with everything. So I'm really sorry to Jasmine, Jocelyn and Mark for not being able to make it. I really really want to watch Leap Years with you! And I can't make it again next Saturday because of Gema Puisi Artistik which I promised Sadelena since we were in secondary school that we would go every year even after we graduated frm Cedar.
So I went to meet Shila at White Sands and left Ahmad and Adli to go shopping for Fariz's present on their own. Shila and me decided to be so BUDG-JET (say it the Liyana way!) and give him chocolates that we like and we bought a ready-made wrapping paper bag and put all the chocs inside. Honestly, we didn't know what to get for a boy. We met Adli and Ahmad at Level One and saw Jannah, Adelaida and Kikin. HAHA. What a coincidence. Then I asked them where they were going and they replied, "To Fariz's birthday party." I forgot that they knew Fariz too from Young Minds Club ( YMC Mendaki). That was quite a pleasant surprise. The boys bought a pair of shades for him. Quite nice. Jannah wanted to buy SOMETHING REALLY BAD for Fariz and me and Kikin RULED it out for her. So EMBARASSING T.T hehx.
I think our group was the first to reach the chalet. Then, Leon came. Phay Key, Dian, Izwan and Serene from the GPS part, some of Fariz's MI OG mates (I only caught the name of one of them- Grace) and more of the YMC people - Hani (in AJC now), Fads( she only came for a while and just barely said hello to her, Mat ( in NJip) and Zul (ACJC). Jannah's in SAJC and Adel's in ACSib and she really really likes what she's studying there though she says the culture's not that good. Kikin's in Sg International School. Yeah. Adel and Kikin are cousins. Ok then I really enjoyed myself because I talked a lot to both groups cos I know them. Haha... Jannah and Adelaida are my secondary school mates. Quite close to them. I really caught up a lot with Leon and Serene. Serene's in VJ and she was in Dunman High before that. She said that it's been four years and all she saw was Chinese and this is the first time she interacted with Malays after those four years. HAHA. Serene's really very sweet. I don't know why but Shila and Dian didn't really look like they were enjoying themselves. Hee...
Ahmad was a bit fed up at us cos we talked about SCHOOL AND SCHOOL...honestly, there's really nothing much I can talk about because if I let him take the lead, the direction of the conversation will veer off to GIRLS...T.T
Fariz's sister really changed alot huh...When Puberty sets in...his younger brothers all still look the same to me. And I'm glad that his parents still remember me!
The pictures I took were all crap and so I'll just wait for Jannah to come online. I went home with Adelaida, Kikin and Hani. The first to go. Found out that Hani takes H1 maths too! YAY!
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Things are so freaking different now.
I really appreciate the fact that even though we all lead different lives, my primary school friends and I make an effort to meet up regularly. That can't be said for some people who right now, don't even want to SEE my face/HEAR my voice and I can't figure out WHY WHY WHY. I really do not know WHAT in the world I did wrong. I thought things would be okay...I thought wrong. How can it be that one point of time we were so close and now I just feel HATE. Everytime I try to approach with caution, I'd be pushed away. There's a limit to the bruises my heart can take. There's so many theories my mind came up with to protect what was treasured in the past: you're protecting yourself (from WHAT?), you're trying to make life better by pretending this is some tragic drama (It's NOT. This is LIFE. This is REAL.) and that after a hundred years, someone will come back to you and save you from your misery (you won't live that long). I'm trying so hard not to hate you but can you just realise that it hurts. It hurts a lot....
oh gosh. You just commited an act of humanity. THANKS : )
i'll live.
for now.
X O X O
N U R S A F I A H
will find happiness in the little thingsLabels: birthday bash, outburst, primary school gang
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8:54 pm
