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Thursday, July 17, 2008/
tears in the night @ 11:29 pm
You become a friend when another needs you and you're able to help. Whether or not the friend asks for help is not the question. It is when he or she needs it. Still, not everyone's psychic and intuition doesn't work when you're not in constant contact.
Help. It consists of smiles, a question, a deep observation, a hug, a simple thought, an sms, a call. "Are you ok? Are you fine?"
I want to be there for my friends. I want my friends to be there for me.
I am always here for my friends. But in wallowing in the murky depths of the pool, I forget that my friends are there for me.
It's difficult to go on in this world without the help, the smiles, the common experiences, the warmth, the laughter, the all forgiving nature of friendship. The right friends, the close friends, the friends who know you and accept you. It's tiring to make new friends but if they're right then it's right. It's tiring cos you want to keep those friends and all the previous right friends you've made before. But it's totally worth it.
Love should be a public good. Time spent with friends, however is not. Instead, most of the time, it's spent with people who are not worth your time of lower priority. But to succeed in this world, it is a neccessity. I wish I could have both.
A request for help may be the best thing you give to me.
Sadelena made me cry twice.
She wanted me to be there for her once. I wasn't there. I didn't know.
Please dear, please just reach out if you need me. My school is so near to your house!
They do say that the good friends you'll find in secondary school. I too hope that we will stay good friends. All of us.
I do miss the spontaneity, the randomness, the outburst.
If there's one advise that I would give to future students who has no idea which JC to go, I'll say choose the one which has at least one close friend in it. You need it for your heart to survive.
I love my lovelies.
Goodnight moonlight. (Oh and Sean's moon picture edit! HAHAAH and I can't see the moon tonight *shrugs* this looks so out of this world. GD ONE SEAN)
Jo En is bored of waiting and playing with fire! Woots.
The Lovely CAKE!!!
The lovely cake that Phyllis totally ruined when she wanted to cut it.
Liyy's part of the cake.... guess the word! TEN points for you.
Liyana and me called in 4 helis just for Pam. And the Singapore flag too. Heh.
Sah--luuute! or Say WOAH!
And I asked Daryl to call his buddies, the Black Knights to fly this in for Pamela. Double heh.
And the boats spelled out Pamela's name....as Liyy and me imagines. uh-huh *big wink*
Don't you think the Red Lions look like dragonflies? But they're NOT!
Cos I just love Pam so... :D
Erma-made scrapbook of us early in the year.
Pam's AWESOME drawings...show-off! hehehe...
Liyy says I look like Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle!!!! Tsk...
safiah; erma; liyana
Pam's heart sticker on Liyana's ear.
and on my selendang.
GIRLS by the BAY
Still IN-tact, we are. *start of ego moment* I guess everyone wants to be in the INcrowd cos a father of a tourist family took a photo of us in this pose. For his own camera. Yupps. Unbelievable. BUT cos we are very spontaneous and kind, we let this type of subtle paparazzi get away with it. YUPP.... get a taste of originality man.
I wonder what he will tell his family back in his home country. Maybe it'll go like this: "There was this group of friends. All of them are so different- race, personalities, looks, background. But they looked so happy and comfortable in each other's presence. That is what I call friendship." (:
Yes, I wonder...
centre of...
i love LIYANA YEO!!! for being my other end of the spectrum. should have talked to you more girl. for the photobombing. for the GO DIVA. for the WOO HOOTS! for the "i love her!" (her take on Pamela's birthday)
i love ERMA DZALIN!!! for being spontaneous and not scolding us for not buying the poppers or the sparklers. sorr DER. and for planning the whole thing and for making Pamela look silly! hEHEHE.... her side of the story (here) and (here)
i love PAMELA CHOW!!! for playing along every minute of it.
i love PHYLLIS WAN!!! for being such a sport. for taking the videos.
i love JESSICA GOH!!! for staying on even tho she had to go early. for coming even though she was sick.
i love JOE EN!!! for being patient enough with us aunties. for coming even tho he was the only guy. for donning the STMC shirt. for not telling me off for being so uncivilised. i know he was just so malu to be associated with us. HAHHA... i love US for getting Pamela so surprised....
Happy 17 Pamela! blogger is being a screw up. can't upload photos. AGAIN. Hope you had a rawking time. Nope. I KNOW YOU DID!
i am constantly amazed at how much i love my friends and what great friends I have. and how much i love my life. and how i'm so happy.
i include all friends. yes. start beaming and grinning away.
and i'm so so so very grateful. Alhamdulillah. (:
~
n i am officially disassociating myself with those who constantly let me down. once is enough but dragging me down emotionally, constantly, is just tiring. and it does not do good for me so let me say bye bye to the old pasts, D for dissapointments and S for saddening moments.
when i give up on you is when i disassociate myself. when things have become stuck and i don't care anymore, and i don't make an effort is when it happens....
see i don't even bother to press shift to capitalize the i's.
There was one bright and sunny morning, on Shahini's birthday, but this will not be about Shahini, SO SAD....haiz... anyways, it was 6 June. Safiah woke up early....but the sun woke earlier. Safiah was rushing late. Her food-y funtastic partner in crime was waiting for her outside Tampines Swimming Complex...
HAHA....it was this one Monday and I forgot all about it because it was such a productive day....WHAT? haha nevermind, I don't quite comprehend what I just typed too.... but I'm sure your induction skills will pick up the pieces bit by bit and it will soon fit like the tectonic plates of the Earth which fitted together once in a point of time where not one single human lived...or not.
I swam a lot and I think I got further burnt. I think the sun hates me. I want a cream. I don't need a whitening cream. I want a Get-Back-To-Normal-Colour cream. Can someone nice and smart please invent this for me? Prettaye please....? *gives the kim possible/ Puss in Boots eyes* You can do a lot of catching up in the pool you know. It's a good way to socialise. Tee hee...and talk and swim and talk and swim. This time, there were too many people in the fun pool so me and Geraldine couldn't sit under the waterfall and wait for it to turn itself on because water was already gushing down from it! Still, everytime I do it it gives me pleasant (NOT! pleasant is too simple and nice and BLAH! a word. It was more of...SHOCKING FUN GIVE ME A GOOD SCARE WILL YA!) surprise
Haha...Then after we ate at Ramen Ten since I have not eaten there for a considerable amount of time. ( can you see the obvious amount of effort I have to put in to use bombastic vocabulary with words of more than five letters? what a HOOT! xD ) We did not order any drinks because we had our own mineral water. So we splurged on dessert. We think that the waffle is not that nice. It needs to be more crispy and golden brown. It looked like it did not go out in the sun at all. Indeed, there was an uncanny resemblance to Willy Wonka (played by Johnny Depp), who hadn't gone out of his Chocolate Factory for Safiah-does-not-know-how-long years, before he stepped out into the sunny world. (Or maybe it just knows better than to be like Safiah who loves the sun but forgot to put sunblock so hence she is gradually becoming Charcoal colour. )
* OK intermission. I am talking to Daryl on the phone. He just asked me to call him because he is v bored. Man, I feel honoured (rolls eyes) haha..no lah. He is talking on the phone using a bluetooth earphone. He is looking like a mad person ordering MacDonalds for his father and him while talking to me. "Ah, can I have one fillet-o-fish....yah upsize...". Insert me laughing hahaha...The MacDonalds person is probably thinking "why this boy so mad ask me 'Safiah stop laughing. Safiah stop it ah. You're making me look like a mad person'. " Unless he turns and sees the bluetooth earphone. WAHAHAHAHA... And he sees Wee Shiun there... I am asking Daryl to say hello to WS. HELLO Wee Shiun! What a small world. No...it's just Tampines. I LOVE TAMPINES. TAMPINES ROCKS. Ok Daryl is in the lift now...his voice is echoing...OK TALK TO HIM LATER on msn after he finish eating his Macs Meal. WHAHWA... cracks me up la this guy.
Oh, Daryl! I'm blogging about my friend who you say is CUTE and "SHORT SHORT WAN" oh my gosh. ahahah Hope PR don't know my blog. WOOTS. *
And BACK to my adventures....after Ramen Ten, we went to Tampines Regional Library and me being the "attract free seats" got seats for us both! whoop de doop! This was one of the productive days of my holiday. YES SAFIAH!
* another reason to whoop de doop! MS has approved the Programme Comm proposal for the Bridging Hearts; Harmony in Nature Carnival!!!! - 17 June 08*
Shahini doesn't need me to give her anything! ahhahaha.... i dknow what to ask her to get for me and I don't know what to get for her. Our relationship is like this so no worries! hee hee hee...
TODAY TODAY TODAY- 17 JUNE 08!!
10.20 am: Met Ding Jie at Tampines Interchange talked a bit.. he slept at 5.30am. HELLO!!! wah liaos can?? 10.30 I think Daryl got worried about us because when we alighted at the bus stop and walking to Tampines West CC, he was on the way to the bus stop to meet us! hahah...and as usual I din't see his sms to call him cos I was sms-ing a lot of people at the time. DJ said " BUSY ARH?" :x 10.35 D: "Wheres' Christina?" S: "On the way. She eating breakfast at home first. She going to school later. She VP of Chinese Drama lei!" D" "Wahliao! Ask her ************ " hahaahhaahhahha!
DING JIE!
DARYL!
So yes we talked a lot a lot a lot! YAY YAY YAY! hahaah....And finally figured out who tt girl is on DJ's wall...oh man... I think I'd be a bit freaked out if tt girl was me :X ( hope DJ doesn't see this!) But it is a really nice picture (solemn...nodds head seriously) I really thought it was some Harry Potter thing because she looked like she was wearing a robe.
Oh yes then Christina had to go to school so DJ and she took bus no. 15 and I took 23. Daryl sent us to the bus stop. Both buses came at the same time. How nice. wahahah...
I went to Aries buy hair bands (THEY HAD A SALE!!!) and gold hair clips ( GORGEOUS!!! ). Then after that went to Masjid Gufran to solat. Then made my way to Marine Parade library. The weather's really sunny nowadays...I perspired a lot. And I think I should make a mental note to myself, I should get concession passes when the holidays have arrived. I seem to be topping up everytime. And I missed TWO no. 31 buses cos I had to top up and the queue was long. GRRRRRRR..
Then studied with Sadelena...had to wait for her so I studied first. I got some Geog done. I think those study guides are not enough now. Haiz! Something is really missing...
Cafe Galilee is HALAL and the food smell sooo nice lahh..but it is all heated up food...somehow that discouraged my appetite... besides the expensive cost. Why no student meal!!! GRR....
On the bus ride, had a nice chat with Sade....she wanted to take another bus. Then she took same bus as me, 31. She wanted to stop at Bedok MRT then in the end she stopped at Tanah Merah MRT but that still wasn't enough. We're going to talk some more when we see each other on Friday. And maybe watch Kung Fu Panda! Sade says my school's social life is very vibrant. I agree but... there's a lot of more important people missing in MY school life so heck care lah!
ahahha
you know who you are. xD
do i need to list it all out?
no i don't!
if I've been talking to you a whole lot this year....yeah you're one of them. WAHAHA.
Songs I'm into Now...
Secondhand Serenade-- Fall For You. As typical and mushy lovey dovey as it is, it's quite touching (:
&
Cassie -- Is It You I like the beat!
anyone need a sendover? call me. beep me. you know where to reach me. *WINKS*
XOXO N U R S A F I A H
p.s. update with photos later.....something wrong with connection and uploading. HRMPH.
woots. I've been hanging around with Muu alot. Wahaha. I really can't remember what I did last week. Nothing much right? Oh well... hahha..
To the gang, I look at you all and see how much everyone has grown. Everyone is TALLER. Ok well not everyone...only Shahini maybe. ARGS! Everyone is prettier, smarter!, more stressed but we still love each other....I almost wanted to tear when you all started wishing during the bday cake blowout. If we could keep that moment and take it out when we feel like we need a bit of magic and inspiration because really, being on Fort Canning, with the wind and the nicely mowned green grass and feeling like we're on top of everything, the city skyline spread in front of us, it felt like magic. If you thought I was quiet, well really I was quite shocked I didn't have much to say too, it was because of a combination of being tired and being so thankful that I have a group of friends who are lame and spastic and who I just enjoy being in the company of therefore I just kept mum and took it all in (also because I didn't want to share about my "personal life" xD u gossipmongers! So happy you all din't pester me HAHAH. AND SERIOUS if I do have something going on one day I'll tell the whole world. Of course you people all in my world right. wahawahah.)
13 June 2008- Friday...(:
Charu- thought she made her braided hair in Africa. Anan- thought she straightened her air therefore she (LAMEly) came up with the (un) fact that she straightened her hair in US
the story continued.... constantly throught the whole Night.
Dhivyaa met us for a while then watched a movie with her cousins. All of us met at Plaza Singapura first. Then we went to buy stuff at Carrefour (Joy's Dried Mangoes, fruit tart, cheesecake, a 1.5L bottle of mineral water) I wanted to buy coconut juice but it would be a hassle to carry it up. Most of us hadn't eaten dinner yet so we bought fast food stuff. Me and Shahini went to Burger King because KFC had a really looong queue. We ordered student meals and had to show our student pass. I passed the "inspection" by Madam Auntie but Shahini was given "THE SQUINT" hahah... we both thought there was a problem until Madam Auntie said..."nothing lah. Very pretty" WAHAHAHA...She stills turns the wrong head lah...SHAHINI WAHWAH..
Germaine, Shahini, Kai Qi and me went up first. Charu and AnAn wanted to buy "yogurt". BUT they came up with a chocolate cake complete with candles! ahahha....oh man was I so surprised. Then Joy came much later because she had to do some stuff. We had to direct her by phone but because there was a STOMP band drumming away, we just asked her to follow the sound of the drums. It was really loud and the weather was real humid. Got thirsty quickly. So happy for the practical me who thought of buying mineral water.
Then, as usual.....what do ex-photographers and some still-photographers do but to TAKE PICTURES! whaahha....im the editor tho don't include me *laughs shamelessly* and Charu left already when the "photoshoot" started.
Preparing the first ever 'PICNIC by the BAY'
Our stash of junk. On my "picnic" poncho mat.
GO DIVA! (:
Jo En is bored of waiting and playing with fire! Woots.
The Lovely CAKE!!!
The lovely cake that Phyllis totally ruined when she wanted to cut it.
Liyy's part of the cake.... guess the word! TEN points for you.
Liyana and me called in 4 helis just for Pam. And the Singapore flag too. Heh.
Sah--luuute! or Say WOAH!
And I asked Daryl to call his buddies, the Black Knights to fly this in for Pamela. Double heh.
And the boats spelled out Pamela's name....as Liyy and me imagines. uh-huh *big wink*
Don't you think the Red Lions look like dragonflies? But they're NOT!
Cos I just love Pam so... :D
Erma-made scrapbook of us early in the year.
Pam's AWESOME drawings...show-off! hehehe...
Liyy says I look like Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle!!!! Tsk...
safiah; erma; liyana
Pam's heart sticker on Liyana's ear.
and on my selendang.
GIRLS by the BAY
Still IN-tact, we are.
centre of...
