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Sunday, September 28, 2008/
wishlist on a star @ 1:49 pm
AAAH! Love the beat on the bass.
I should have asked to buy Ne-Yo's new CD instead of Jason Mraz. Nvm... when I get da money. Hehx.. xP NeYo makes me want to study harder so I can BE the BOSS in the future. HEH. Good job Safiah. You listen to inspiring music ^^v. But why does his song revolve all around the same thing? aahah
Miss Independent... Nyeh. pays all the bills on time. Wahaha... yeah yeah.. Certainly the Year of the Gentleman...(HIM)
and in his MVs it's like his wearing the SAME type of clothes...ooh tis the Gentleman theme.. haha. RIGHTS
I remember at one time I din't like Ne-yo much. I only started liking his songs after this couple danced to his song- Because of You on So You Think You Can Dance. That was really good. I only listen to him cos I really miss Usher... Believe me, I'm eclectic in taste.
Closer (piano cover) by David Sides. I must say, he's nailed it! wow.
CHRISTINA, i suddenly miss you a lot... gosh it's cos of Exam periods, I don't see you around a lot. SEE YOU VERY SOON!!! ayz i still haven't given you your birthday present and it's IN MY ROOM! haha... yeah yeah..
SADELENA, you bought a (RED) iPOD you!!! aahh! Ok ok.... fiine. I'll be rich one day.. nvm
FADILAH, what a hoot when you added Shahini and me and Hafez on the convo. Nyeh... and then, baik ah you just left us like that w/o saying Goodbye. Nyeh. I prefer proper closure anytime...
DIAN, though this is random, I really felt that we grew apart. I miss the times when we were close. I still love you babe. Let's make a joint birthday bash next year? Till then, see you when we have the Primary school, raya outing...
You become a friend when another needs you and you're able to help. Whether or not the friend asks for help is not the question. It is when he or she needs it. Still, not everyone's psychic and intuition doesn't work when you're not in constant contact.
Help. It consists of smiles, a question, a deep observation, a hug, a simple thought, an sms, a call. "Are you ok? Are you fine?"
I want to be there for my friends. I want my friends to be there for me.
I am always here for my friends. But in wallowing in the murky depths of the pool, I forget that my friends are there for me.
It's difficult to go on in this world without the help, the smiles, the common experiences, the warmth, the laughter, the all forgiving nature of friendship. The right friends, the close friends, the friends who know you and accept you. It's tiring to make new friends but if they're right then it's right. It's tiring cos you want to keep those friends and all the previous right friends you've made before. But it's totally worth it.
Love should be a public good. Time spent with friends, however is not. Instead, most of the time, it's spent with people who are not worth your time of lower priority. But to succeed in this world, it is a neccessity. I wish I could have both.
A request for help may be the best thing you give to me.
Sadelena made me cry twice.
She wanted me to be there for her once. I wasn't there. I didn't know.
Please dear, please just reach out if you need me. My school is so near to your house!
They do say that the good friends you'll find in secondary school. I too hope that we will stay good friends. All of us.
I do miss the spontaneity, the randomness, the outburst.
If there's one advise that I would give to future students who has no idea which JC to go, I'll say choose the one which has at least one close friend in it. You need it for your heart to survive.
I love my lovelies.
Goodnight moonlight. (Oh and Sean's moon picture edit! HAHAAH and I can't see the moon tonight *shrugs* this looks so out of this world. GD ONE SEAN)
swing hits ground feet scratches dirt face looks down gradual darkness
noisy noisy bee box no air glum heart plum juice shut down despair
one question true white intentions mixed with time ripe
silent request to the universe boomerang bang this need fulfilled a pure vessel of origin: heart
vague bonds grow stronger surer glass wiped
drift off again swing up again a soul has changed thank you, friend.
~Nur Safiah
Sylvia Plath has influenced me in more ways than I thought she did. Haiz... This poem shouldn't be a poem if real poems are defined as what they are from what I read.
I am still really really thankful for the friends I have and how they all pop in at the right times. For those who have exited the door instead or somehow just faded away, I find that I miss some of them. They proved themselves worthy of being called a friend at one point of time.
I'm still thinking about friends aren't I.
FRIENDS FRIENDS FRIENDS...
I guess somehow, the right ones show up at the right time, when you need them the most. I hope I do appear at the right times too (:
Well, Happy Youth Day then. I did tick off a lot of things from my to-do list.
Farah and Nadiah stayed over. Everyone heaped onto my queen sized bed. HAHAH This is what it feels like if I had sisters. Too bad I couldn't spend much time with them cos I had to wake up and go Ding Jie's house for his mass comm project. Accompany Christina cos DJ needed him for his Dialogue Assignment.
His house is like RIGHT IN FRONT OF DOWNTOWN EAST! woots lah so funnn. Hahaah... It was quite an experience seeing the work that Poly people had to do. HAhah so many assignments. Then DJ brought this friend from VJ whom I forgot his name SO SORRY wahahha...but but i think his initials was CW? hee...
*i really need to brush up on my VOCAB* grr...
Christina has been made the VP of Chinese Drama!!! U GO GIRL! Xtina rocks. She's a real natural at acting. Dear Christina, if u have a show, I'll come support you ok. I don't mind if it's in Chinese really I'll just ask Daryl to come and see and bug him to translate it for me or what. HEE.
so farnie with the broom haha. I didn't capture a lot of picture. DJ used his Macbook to video it all. So simple but the unfortunate thing is that it didn't capture the emotions played out so well on Christina's face. I thought she couldn't carry the role as a housewife but lo and behold! She did and did it well. NICE ONE CHRISTINAAAA! love you many many! wahha.
And I discovered that I thought I missed her birthday. I thought it was on 13 May and I gave her a belated wish on 15 May. BUT! her birthday is 30 MAY! I burst out laughing like crazy. Christina! You also lah, why u play along and say thank you!
Sean came to DJ's house in the end. Thank you Sean for making the trip and giving me your Econs file even though you were supposed to be sleepy, and then you go and play games instead...boys will be boys. Whatever anyone says. WAHAHHA. Yay! Now I know how to answer properly. Woots. He looked like he got along well with DJ ( who I know he wanted to meet, RIGHT? hee...) and CW talking about god-knows-what boys who love those technological thingamajigs and those games talk about. HAHAHAHA.... okok no GEEK here. Yah I know you didn't really talk to me but I don't know what to say ahahhaa.... told u it'll be some spontaneous thingy that will happen.
THANK YOU DJ FOR THE COOKIE DOUGH AND CHOC CHIP ICE CREAM. Yummz. Me and Christina finished the whole tub even tho she thought we won't be able to finish it.
AND NEXT TIME, Sean and Christina, PLEASE REMEMBER TO EAT BREAKFAST! hahaha...tsk you people. If you need me to wake you up ah, please tell me the night before. I wake up early wan ok. (Like you dunno that HEE)
Yes come to think about it, your friends tell you who you are. Who you are is kind of reflected in your friends. A bit of you is mirrored in your friends because you'll click if you have similarities is this not true?
Thank you Christina! I was so touched okay!!!!
After the "shoot" Sean went home to "sleep". Christina went to Bras Basah macs to study and DJ, CW and me went to White Sands food court to eat. After that they went to Suntec for the PC Show. I WILL GO THERE. ohh i maybe I won't because I HAVE NO MONEY TO BUY ANY LAPTOP! Grr...
I met Bahiah and Muhaina after going to Masjid Gufran to solat (silly me wanted to take bus but should have just walked instead! and then I took a bus to tamp lib. what a waste of money! It was a hot day and the bus arrived already so might as well...) Chatted at first at the Children's Section and I found out that Bahiah is my brother's (Hairi) best friends' (Farhan) cousin! And my brother was going to Farhan's Open House today. Coincedentally, Bahiah was supposed to go too. WHAT A SMALL WORLD LARH HOR. Today I kept realising that the East is really small. And Kak Aisyah knows Ahmad. HAHAH..
We got kicked out cos we're not supposed to sit at that area so we went to Ikea where I persuaded Bahiah & Mu to make it the usual study place. YAHOOS I liiike because 1) There is a cheap food place aka GIANT just in front 2) there is a SURAU in IKEA which rocks! 3) There is a refillable drinks in ikea. Oh yay.....superb right. YAHOOS. So Ikea is the new place to study now PLUS there are so many tables and chairs and there are no irritating attendants because why? "to keep prices low, you clear your own tables!' perfect!
Love Sean's econs file. Love the econs and geog study guides I borrowed. May have to rethink about buying Geog and Econs books. HAHAHA.
Btw, I've rediscovered what I love to do! EDIT PHOTOS! Here's what Ive been doing while I was free...( a k a wasting time away)
Thank you Christina! I was so touched okay!!!!
Guitar lovelies!