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I have learned that if you must leave a place That you have lived in and loved, And where all of your yesterdays are buried deep - Leave it any way except slow; Leave it the fastest way you can. Never turn back and believe that an hour you remember Is a better hour because it is dead. Past years seem safe ones, vanquished ones, While the future lives in a cloud, formidable from a distance. The cloud clears though, as you enter it. I have learned this, but like everyone, I learned it late.
haha...i don't know if this is the real translation, i just happened to see it after seeing the video. It's a really nice and simple song. Now I always sing it with Samantha or Xavier. And when I sang the first part of the chorus, which is the only part I know, Martin asked me if I'm really NOT Chinese. HAHAHA. Which reminds me that Sean just asked me if I'm half Chinese. HEHX.
constant playback known presence stops when i pick up my violin
The meaning is really pretty...
Qian Li Zhi Wai by Jay Chou
Awake from the dream, who stands near the window and opened (our/the) ending chapter? The future that is thinner than the wings of a cicada, cannot handle the opening from anyone.
The roof feels like the edge of the cliff, The wind bell sounds like the endless ocean, I waited for the swallow to come back. Time is being arranged (by fate) to perform a coincidence, and you are leaving quietly.
The story is located outside of the city, the mist isn't cleared, (I am) unable to see (your) reply. You did not hear, wind does not exist, it was my sigh.
I walked with you until you left, outside of thousands of miles, you have no replies. In this silent dynasty, maybe I should not fall in love from a distance. I walked with you until you left, outside of the end of the sky, are you still there? Where is the sound of the instrument from? How can I predict whether you are alive? I will use my lifetime, to wait.
With a full set of white clothing, transparenting(??) my sadness about your spotless love. You came from rain, poetically converting my sadness, I stayed in that rain (till) now. Flowers can still be picked from the lake, the shadow of the boat still remains, but you will not come back. (These things are) being dusted with time, the blossom you mentioned, became an empty promise.
how poignant and...
XOXO N U R S A F I A H loves her violin again
P.S. I met Najihah yesterday, somehow she made me realise that it'll all be allright soon. Thanks Naj. And YES we found our poem book! YAY!!!
P.P.S Econs notes and Geog notes and havn't finish Sylvia Plath YET! GRRR...i hate myself now.
BOTERO! His work, his signature! haha...did we misuse his statue, Shahini? haha oh maaan.
hahaha..love love love
Updates about each other rocks. Haha. All the "WHAT? MAN? GOSH!" Food. Drinks. Calls. Cajun. Step up 2! Lyana is RIGHT it rocks! haha..oklah...i like the fact that it's a continuation, not just a spin off or a repetition. Rawking.
SHAHINI, thanks for taking the time to go out together. I FORGOT to bring my vouchers! GRR...there goes my 2 bucks!
I saw Jaye! Who was supposed to meet Syafiqah who is always MIA. Hahaah...
It was a dreary day, cold and grey. I'm sorry if there are too many poems. Haha. It may be due to the fact that I start taking Literature, and no more SCIENCE subjects. WOO HOO.
Sean makes it sound like I'll be burying myself a grave by the middle of the year. Look at all of them walking zombies. Hee...
Right now, I want to see Najihah. :) Hopefully I can go her house tomorrow. I think I shall not watch Leap Years tomorrow. Even though it's 6 bucks only...GRR. ___
trying to clap with one hand gets tiring, cos there's no sound. searching through the list gets tiring i should know you're always not around
why should i bother again and again last chance; next week in the morning rain
fate's there, so are choices recurrence of the faces too bad you didn't know this let's have a happy end.
haha. ok here goes some random shizzamagizz that i just did. I just typed "i miss you lyrics" on the search box (google's the best) and out pops 930,000 results. yes random. i just needed a break from these Sylvia Plath poems I'm annotating. It can get depressing sometimes...her poems. Only one is uplifting and I'm just not the depression type of person. I hope I never fall into depression. So...just to make me smile..all the I MISS YOU songs...are so...what's the word...I can't find the word for it. Like...suitable for anyone? haha ok. I am so not good with words right this moment...due to the fact that all the cheem words I'm finding the meaning of are stuck in my head. Which IS good.
OK stop missing people because that's what they are. MISSING! haha. Gosh that was funny. OOh..enlightenment..
I miss FARNIE. Hee... I miss Sean-Serene and Wee Shiun. I miss the Good News Cafe Aunty. I miss the Sedap! makciks and pakcik and the PCK sign! HAH HAH! I miss the extension and the cafe and the underground hall.
I miss Cedar and Mrs Choo and Ms Lizah. I miss the mentoring sessions with Mrs Choo. I havn't thanked her properly have I? I miss the history sessions with Ms Lizah. I miss Aunty Lily! I miss Indian Fare makcik! I miss Netball trainings.
I miss my secret admirer. I miss lover. I really miss lover. Heh.
I miss my cute friend.
I miss the KI ppl.
I miss the KI teachers and the KI sessions.
I miss green tea brewed with jasmine. HAHA.
I miss 940.
I MISS SHAHINI AND AM SEEING HER TOMORROW! You'll always be my best friend because you know too much about me! Hee hee...
OK hahah. I am seriously bored. This is therapy. At least I can now say these stuff without wanting to cry. OK. Major progression *pats self on the back*
I even miss Christina...where are you!? Ah ok...I'm definitely so unstable now. Sometimes sooo high. Sometimes sooo low..There's a LOW song by T-PAin right. Maybe I should go and check if there are HIGH songs. hahaha... Say the internet ROCKS.
hannah montana, boys II men, ermm...WHAT LAH...u go do yourself. Quite FUN! hahaha.
I Miss You- Hannah Montana
I miss you I miss your smile And I still shed a tear every once in any while And even though it's different now You're still here somehow My heart won't let you go And I need you to know I miss you Sha-la-la-la-la I miss you
You used to call me your dreamer And now I'm livin' out my dream Oh, how I wish you could see Everything that's happenin' for me I'm thinkin' back on the past It's true the time is flyin' by too fast
I know you're in a better place, yeah But I wish that I could see your face, oh I know you're where you need to be Even though it's not here with me
I Miss You- Blink 182
Hello there The angel from my nightmare The shadow in the background of the mourge The unsuspecting victim Of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally if we want Where you can always find me And we'll have Halloween on Christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never ends
Where are you And Im so sorry I cannot sleep I cannot drink tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on So haunting every time And as I stared I counted The webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you And hear your voice of treason Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me Your'e already the voice inside my head [I miss you I miss you]
I Miss You- Aaliyah
It's been too long and I'm lost without you What am I gonna do? Said I been needin' you, wantin' you Wonderin' if you're the same and who's been with you Is your heart still mine? I wanna cry sometimes I miss you
I'm just wonderin' if you still care I don't wanna let you know That it's killin' me I know you got another life you gotta concentrate baby
OK there is just tooo many. WOO HOO. and i am so high now. AHA... cos some of them are so corny without the music on and i just wanna LMAO! Hahhahaha
XOXO N U R S A F I A H 's emotional graph is spiky!
P.S. my bill is sooo constant $60 plus! i think it will dip cos I will not use my hp much anymore. BTW, i have unlimited SMS to SINGTEL so if u are NOT using SINGTEL please TELL ME! especially if i chat constantly with you.
P.P.S. THERE IS A SONG CALLED HIGH! hahahah whee man i love the lyrics. i've not bothered to listen to the song.
High- James Blunt
Beautiful dawn - lights up the shore for me. There is nothing else in the world, I'd rather wake up and see (with you). Beautiful dawn - I'm just chasing time again. Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night. But now I'm high; running wild among all the stars above. Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.
Beautiful dawn - melt with the stars again. Do you remember the day when my journey began? Will you remember the end (of time)? Beautiful dawn - You're just blowing my mind again. Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine. High; running wild among all the stars above. Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me.
Will you be my shoulder when I'm grey and older? Promise me tomorrow starts with you, Getting high; running wild among all the stars above. Sometimes it's hard to believe you remember me
and sometimes, songs keep reminding me... @ 12:12 am
especially now. the songs.....oh gosh. Everytime I hear lyrics that synchronise to what I'm feeling in my heart, it'll be number one on my charts.
but I'm so saaad that Kevin left the group! :( WHY!!! Kevin is the one who i like most in the BSB and the one who can sing the best! Gosh...okok. Read the lyrics first then listen to the song. I have never stopped liking BSB ok even though the name sounds funny now. They should be Backstreet Men. HAHAH!
Trouble Is- Backstreet Boys
How come you never know What you got until it's gone Too bad Because I never felt so good with anyone How fooled was I into thinking I was gonna be alright Okay Fine
So every day I try a little harder To forget her Lie here convince myself Tomorrow will be better
The trouble is I can't get her out of my mind When I close my eyes at night Who's gonna save me Now she's gone The trouble is there's a part of me That still can't let go of her memory And now I know what it is Love is what the trouble is
Love is what the trouble is
How come she said You never wear your heart Where I can see Too bad Cause now I'm the one Who's sorry How stupid was I into thinking I was gonna be alright Okay Fine
So everyday I find a little something To remind me No matter how I try I can't put the past behind me
Love has let me go I'm alright, I'm okay I'll be fine, give it time
BOTERO! His work, his signature! haha...did we misuse his statue, Shahini? haha oh maaan.
hahaha..love love love